Okays okays I get it. I haven't updated for awhile now. But life is getting more and more hectic. Finally got some time to kick back and relax today. Was in a writting mood as well this past few days. Guess in a way its a way for me to release stress...to run away. Haha...been feeling kinda low lately as well. I seem to be becoming like Krion...angry/sad when she is nowhere to be found. Well come to think of it...I write based on how I feel, so it really shouldn't be that surprising...at least for me. DUnno about the rest of ya...haha tag my tagboard if you wish. X_<' Lately there has been nothing more but test, homework, stuff, stuff, homework, test, more stuff, more homework and more tests in my life. And my so called dear is nowhere to be found. To be honest things aren't really working out...I'm starting to feel/always felt/ that she is more concern about other things then me...like her stupid ro characters...always training when we could be talking. Heck...in ro, she is always talking to others instead of me...leaving me there sitting besides her like an idiot. Whenever I tell her about the problems between us...she doesn't seem to change at all...just an okay. Dunno if I've written this before but she even went so far as to like another guy in the freaking game during the holidays... Sighs...I have rotten luck with woman/gals... Guess I'm just not fated to find...there I say it...love? X.x' Well like I said above, I've been writting...and another chapter of Krion's story is half way done. Its packed with more action this time, but introduces bits and bits of more characters. With the upcoming chapters, the plots and last few characters to introduce might be done...and lastly the cilmax would be approaching. Though its still like another 20k more words or more to go before I reach there. I've put alot of effort into this story, from weapon to even vehicle/vandread designs...I just hope I can finish it with a few more twists here and there. [I hope. Cause I find the plot to be enough for me.] And lastly I've even been in a poet mood cause of this movie Mrs Yee shown our class. "The dead poet society" I thought it was an excellent movie...even go as fas as inspired. And so I'm trying to come up with more poems, they would then be featured at the begining of each story. Portraying things sometimes, or there for your amusement.[ Of how lousy a poet or okay okay la a one I am] This is one I wrote today,

Through the midnight rain, behind the twilight's gaze.
To see your blossoming smile, she mesmerizes me in every way.

Across the chaste moon, besides the river's sway.
To be in touch of your gentle light, she comforts me mainly this way.

Piercing the solemn lock, warming the frozen lake.
She may never be mine, but my lost... silent smile...
Is at least surely here to stay.

[Haha...I'm love sick...but I know I'll never find the ONE. Haha...guess this is my life. ]