Sunday, May 30, 2004

Have you ever felt so sad till your heart hurt and you could cry till you can't anymore?

Changed my template with a brighter one related to kingdom hearts. Regarding something Dw wrote on his site made me thought about what I thought of friendship. I had always felt strongly about that term. My father once told me I couldn't depend on friendship,and I disagreed with him then. I always thought that somewhere out there were friends who I could trust and rely on as they cared about me as I cared about them to even risk your own live. Then I read about what dw wrote about acceptance and I realized that the friends who I was looking for never existed. I was too demanding, wishing and hoping for such things are perhaps meaningless. However to except what I have now would be exactly what my father had told me.He was right...and I had enough of searching.Kingdom hearts represents my serach for my friends like the story so I chose this template.Even though I said I gave up, somewhere in me is still hoping and wishing.

Quote~Even reaching out to unreachable dreams have their meaning--Homura, "Saiyuki"

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