Mixed

A big hi to all. Today i felt really mixed on what to do, i was training my ragnarok character when i got bored of it. Then i just layed on the floor enjoying the peacefulness. Soon i felt very lazy and didn't want to do anything. After a few hours, I found my old drawing book and got the feeling to draw comics. So i decided to draw the ragnarok story i wrote. As i am very particular about my drawings, i only drew til the part where Reion was taking the test for the 2/3 job and did a double attack on his target. As i looked back on the comic i drew last year, entwined. I realized nothing much has changed except my drawing stlye. Well anyway while i was bathing, i remembered a song which i listened to long ago. It brought back lots of memories of what i wanted back then. It may have been a childish thing to want, but still it held alot of meaning to me.A life without meaning is just as good as being dead,to live just for the sake of living to me is better to be dead.There's lots of things i want to do, but lots of things are holding me back. I feel mixed...maybe all i need is a good cry.I may want to but up a bio of my story of ragnarok so people might understand the story better.And on the progress of the second part of it is now only 2/3 done. Finding it hard to get the feeling to write, so now i may just continue with my comic of my story til i find the rythem to write again.

Quote~Even though things may never be the same again, you must still stand strong. Stop dewling in the past and look to the future, instead of crying over something which has been broken, try making something new. Never give up hope, in life you have to taste the bitterness before experiencing the sweetness.