Saturday, July 10, 2004

Finally got the will to blog!

OOoo i love this midi! Makes me think of so many stuff, good and bad...anyway, its an actual midi from kingdom hearts [hah finally got one that works!] Well, it only works if you have anything to think about. However it only works for the first few times only, after that it is just as good as an anoying sound [laughs at myself* Why u put it up then!!]

Sometimes...I feel that I'm the only one, others can't see what i see. Something so simple, yet so beautiful. I'm but just a dreamer, I guess...thats why i see things differently...there was a time, when i wished for someone to be by me. To see the visions i see, to feel what i feel...but I guess for me, in the end it always turns out to be a dream. Nothing matters as long as it doesn't concern me...I live for my dreams, but that may be my downfor. What do people live for anyway? If they can't chase their dreams...then WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING! I can't deny the truth, but I can always dream to make things better...but because of this...I may forever walk alone. However i don't want to! I wish to walk with everyone else, but i can't stop dreaming as well...it may seem as a silly problem but as i said before I live for my dreams...I want to wake up, but I don't dare to...or perhaps I like living in dreams...the call for reality never ends as well. I once wish for something dear to me, it was on my birthday...though till now it hasn't been granted...that's why I don't like celebrating birthdays...it has no point...I see people who chase after their dreams and either suceed or failed. I dare not go the distance, at least not yet...not til I've become stronger...not til I know I won't fail. Everyone has to take a risk at some point of their lives...otherwise, everything will remain the same...even reaching for unreachble dreams have their own meaning, it proves that your living your life.

~Rumora suiku, my other self as i dream...[Dreamer]

SEE! the music made me write that !!!! hah....Well anyway, stage 6 is finish and it ends with a to be continued.

Quote~Even reaching for unreachable dreams have their meaning, it proves your living your life as you...[can't stop typing that!:P]

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