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Hello there again, trying to relax my brain from studying chinese [its torture man! can't get it right!!!] other then that, I'm finding that I may not have enough time to study all the subjects...man...my head has reached a very hard limit with chinese...stupid chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the cause of the darkness...the root of evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everything that went wrong was because of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh* usually when i study i need a strong sense of motivation...however this time i can't find one!!!!!!!!! I need to break the limit! I musn't submit! no...i'm slipping its too late...the great Suiku has fallen...in it's place is the darkness which surrounds him...i need a light to grab on...but there is none, i know i can only count on myself this time...may my will and heart be my guide out of the darkness...........no...I won't, i don't want to do it for anyone else...for myself then...i guess this is the way i must go...

Quote~ Inner turmoil is painful...very painful...til even tears will fall from your eyes... [will some kind soul tell me wad chapters to study for geography and maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Like the new midi? Anyway, I'm sticking to midis from now on, mp3s take too long to load!]