Well, first of all I would like to say "Oh my gosh! I lost to razia by 2 percent!!! I got 6 A1s somemore...then position so much difference...she top 10, I top 14..." Sigh* all stupid home ec fault! I got the lowest score for home ec in class...made my score droped...T_T so arghaiz! [I have no future in cooking for sure liao!]

Okay back here, long time no blog ne? Well, lots of people also the same, no mood huh? I just finished playing shadow hearts, [such a touching ending to the story ] and well, we are in a sense no longer 2e2. [so sad*] but the past is the past and the future is in front of us. Let by gones be by gones, try not to get too sad, k? Well hmmm so now wad...nothing to do liao, sigh* holidays...need to plan things to do, or else sure bored to death before next year arrives.

"I've already fallen into the darkness, don't bother calling me back."
"What do you fight so hard for?"
"What is happiness to you?"
"Tell me..."
"It's hard to live life without any regrets, so it's best to let things go and laugh in the process...this way not even the saddest moment will bring you down."
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Msn quotes: So many nice quotes on msn, quite surprising so I decided to put down a few.
"I seek glory but I get the opposite...I tried my best, but it's no use we are weak..."~Junyu

"I waited there, upon the shelf, I reached for you, I found myself."~Shu huak

"Following the light of the sun, we left the old world 'The truest' 'The nearest' 'The dearest' "~Maziah

"Following the moonlight, we left the new world, back to the past, to our truest, our nearest, our dearest."~revised version by me.

"The motto was just a lie, it says 'home is where your heart is' but what a shame, cause everyone's heart doesn't beats the same..."~chillispicey_dita@hotmail.com [forgot who liao :P]

"We are all to blame, we have gone too far, from pride to shame, we're trying too hard, we're dying in vain. We are hopelessly blissful and blind!"~Jeremy

"The darkness in my heart, I cannot deny, the light which I can't see, I cannot find, it was useless to struggle, it was pointless to fight, but yet I gave it my all and found myself smiling foolishly under the moonlight." ~Me! full version of quote.

It's ending soon...everything is drifting apart...someday, the dream will end...
~dedicated to the midi, "Someday the Dream will End" from FFX


Once, there was a class called 2e2, sure every year there would be a class called 2e2, but ours was different...our 'acheivement' had either brought shame or glory to other students which once belonged to this class...we started out as 1e2, we were all blur and quiet towards each other, but as time went by...we grew to become who we are today, as we met different teachers, they either respected us for who we were, or felt that we had join the side of the darkness. As 2e2 chaos led to our class, or perhaps the other way around. Some of us stood up to teachers, as others went around becoming nuts and started throwing stuff towards the celling fan...even snails. We acheived lots of things, namely the best exam results, the dirtiest class, the noisiest, and one title which we all should be proud of, the class which brought about the chaos! The discipline commitee formed all those bullnuts rules like assembling at concourse happened after we were caught for killing snails. We were also the ones which brought shame to their education system, with the words from Miss Tan " Even if you all get good marks from the exams, but you can't even keep your class clean...then we have failed in our jobs as educaters." We sang songs/pokemon on the bus and the guys gathered at the stairs almost everyday to talk about stuff. Wheater they thought what we did was right or wrong, we did them as ourselves and not someone else. Though we are going to bid farewell to each other soon, we stand here now proudly and foolishly, without doubts and second thoughts, we are once and forever be class 2e2 in our hearts and memories!
[adapted from 2e2 memories of the forum board^^']

[had nothing to do...so i thought perhaps this 'speech' could harmonize with a midi, but unforunately it worked for the first few times and then stopped working...T_T]

Hi once more! And once more another week has past, my will is growing weaker due to this long period of exam, losing my fighting spirit, need to find a new source of strength! On another note, the Joint story project is still under construction, but a new board has been set up for it's place. [Really like how the pic turned out and the background] the forum is put up in the links section already, and well...JOIN! JOIN! JOIN!!!!!! A forum is useless without memebers, so if possible, ask everyone you know to join ^^ ! If you need any new topics or boards to disscuse anything, pls feel free to ask for it and I'll go make it. My story "Ragnarok~The third wills" is also put up there, so pls write your comments on it there. And force, I mean kindly ask others to read it as well and post their comments. The titles of my other projects are also there, I'll try to finish them during the holidays. Thus giving myself an excuse to not go to any chalet. :P sigh* if no one joins then the idea of a forum is juz as good as going down the drain. So JOIN!! JOIN!! JOIN!!! Now come to think of it, a joint story is very hard to write...if one person comes up with the whole idea and concept, then it wouldn't be much use now would it? So I suggest that for those who wants to join, will make a character for themselves that will fit into the story, the setting and concept idea will be revealed when it is decided. Though I kinda have one in mind already.

"To think, everything started out so simple as vengence..." Resolution

Hi ppl! how's everyone? well... today's friday and no exam tomorrow so I figured I might as well blog ^^. MT was ok today, at least I think it was...I guess it all depends on fate now huh? Hopefully fate is on my side this time...anyway...during this period of the exams I wanted to do alot of things!!!! but got exam!!! sigh* ~ Inspiration which comes at the wrong time..see how unlucky i am? Well I also got this idea of doing a joint story if anyones interested, well basicly I want to know what ideas everyone out there has. Everything can be discused on MSN and then i'm thinking of making a forum to post all our own collections of stories and also the joint one. The joint story is offered to anyone who wants to join. Though this can only be achived if people really want to do this. The name of our group/company [hehe :P] will be decided once there is actually a group and we have a storyline and title for it. Of course everything will be decided once the exams are over, for now...concentrate on ur studies ppl! and look forward to what there is to come. Planning lots of other stuff for the holidays as well. If things works out, this is going to be one busy holiday [hehe ^^] Sigh* other then that, I feel that I'm going to be missing being in the same class as everyone... maybe we should hold a small magic tournament just for our class, wad do u think Dw? And one more thing, sry fiq if I made u feel lost in ur own thoughts like me :P. Oh and ''one more thing'' [in jackie chan cartoon version] the new pic is what inspired me of Reion scythe from my story. They look about the same except that the gun has blades. [Hehe ^^<< duuno how many times I do already... :P]

"I'm no longer the Rumora suiku you once knew, perhaps because I've become crazy...or is this my alter ego?"

Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.


Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.

Hi ppl! I decided to post my results for the spirit quiz thingy...the reason that there's two is well...the first time i did it i got the sorrowful one, but i didn't post it up, today i tried and i got the empty one... so i thought might as well put two :P [ I prefer the pic of the sorrowful one better, so I couldn't bare to put up the empty one without the other]

Well, on another note, tomorrow got oral exam! Hoping for the best... and on another note here's the prohecy /history of my ragnarok story :

"There was a time...where are dreams and ideas were together."

"Magic and technology were mixed, so were dreams and reality..."

"The two sides couldn't co-exist, thus the world was separated to different relms in a process called ragnarok: a.k.a the end of the world."

"In the process, two worlds were created, the world of the darkness and the world of the light..."

"Besides that, the two other worlds were separated into magic, technology / reality, dream..."

"However through the separation, three gates were created to link the worlds..."

"Though the process worked, in the face of the darkness, it tried to return everything back to it's original state by trying to consume the worlds into the darkness...thus begans the story of ragnarok~ "

"But merging the worlds together once more would bring about ragnarok..."

It was a cold quiet morning, a young boy and girl stood at the middle of the road. "You know I'll have to leave soon, so where is he? " the girl asked while holding a suitcase full with her things.
" Your right, where is he?" the boy replied.
*Beep!*
The girl looked back to see a car waiting for her . She tooked out two neckalaces, each with a half which can be joined together to form a V- shape, and then gave it to the boy. She then took out her own and wore it. "I have to go now, give one of them to him. So that if we meet in the future we can reconizge each other by this..." She then boarded the car and began to set off for the airport.
Just then! Another young boy ran out from an alleyway, just in time to see the car set off. Without catching his breath, he continued to run after the car. However, he couldn't catch up... suddenly from behind him he heard a voice. " Suiku! Grab my hand!" the other boy had rode on a hover board and catched up with him. They then began to chase after the car, Suiku reached out his hand towards the car in hope of reaching it. The girl in the car realised that and quickly opened the window to reach out for his hand. With much despearation, Suiku's hand almost touched her's before the hover board began to slow down. "Kira! We need to go faster!!!" Suiku exclaimed! "We can't...it ran out of power..." he replied.
"Erika!!!!!!!!!!!!"
In great frustration, Suiku shouted out as loudly as he could for her...while in his mind thinking, "I didn't even got to say goodbye..."
*Flashback over* Ten years have past since then...and so it begins, the rain of power ~
_-_-_One reality//Spirit~_-_-_

Umm...HI! ^^ hah* Well up there is the first part of my side story that is connected to my other story Ragnarok~The third wills. Surprised to see the words car, hoverboard ? and think this story is connected to Ragnarok~The third wills ? Well, it's just a small part in it but I wanted to write a side story! XP Hah* me and my ideas! I guess, we will just see how things go.

Aaahh...long time no blog ne? So how's everyone? I've been bored and well...I've decided to return to writting my story again. Coming up with lots of ideas and a new inspiration, mainly from this site "http://ipstudios.phrozenflame.com/index2.php" they make their own original flash animations featuring their own story "Ego city/ Ego revelations" Its a nice storyline to me as it combined elements of finalfantasy, matrix and kingdom hearts ^^. Go here to see them: "http://ipstudios.phrozenflame.com/movies/moviein.php"

"Do not fear the dark, instead you should be more concern of what it hides_"

English Translation

No matter what the time
I`m just alone
Destiny forgotten,
Even though I kept going.
Inside of the sudden light I awaken
In the middle of the night

Quietly,
Stand in the exit way,
And, in the pitch-black, take the light

And about the recent promises,
Is it just that I`m so anxious?
A wish that`s wanting to be said, but shall be repressed
I`ll introduce my family,
You`ll surely get along well

No matter what the time
We'll always be together
No matter what the time
Because you`re by my side
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night

Enter a noisy street
And put on the mask of destiny.

Thinking too much about the future.
Stopping things that have no meaning.
Today I`ll eat delicious things.
The future is always before us,
Even I don`t know it.

It`s not necessary to go right to the end,
Just keep going.
It`s okay if the scenes
Go on one by one.
The light known as "you"
reflects my scenario

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

No matter how well we`re doing,
I don`t believe in us completely.
But at those sort of times,
Because you`re by my side,
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night.

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

Yo poeple!!!!!!!!! My glory of triumph arrived today, muhahah!!! it started out as a very bad day, and ended so nicely. Debate tomorrow will proably kill me...my group didn't prepare at all. [Guess who the three stoogers are] I did a little reserach and gave up half way, no point doing it on my own...

~Hope is all we can rely on in our darkest times, so try not to lose it K ? ^^ ~

Yo people! Most of the exam results are back...depressed state because of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I keep losing to Dw by a few freaking marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All hope lies on the history paper...oh well...didn't really study that hard this time, even went to played finalfantasy X ^^. In a sense, I don't really deserve to win, but it is very anoying to lose...natural reaction for me is get depressed, so here I am pasting the time by talking crap here. oh well, i got over it soon enough and now worried about some other stuff....,....[trying to find time to write, until then dun feel like doing anything else, [[wad the hell am i saying???]] ]

~No matter how hard you fall, no matter how strong your sorrow is, you must find a way to stand back up strong and face reality...~ by Suiku

~The more important it is, the deeper you keep it in your heart until eventually you forget it. That includes yourself, you will lose the light in the dark and even forget what you lost.~ ???

Halo people! Exams are over and eermmm no more studying! Well, I've seem to have lost myself these few days...no longer know who I am or how I'm supose to be...sigh* a little love sick as well...it's all proably juz a phrase I'm going through. Oh well, on another note I've changed the pic above again, can't seem to stick with anything [hah*] Suddenly have nothing to talk about liao...

"Who are you?"
"The darkness...it's returning..."
"I must find him..."
"What! Your looking for him as well?"
"Vengence shall be mine!"
"I can't give up now...I won't let myself!"
"It's you..."
"Let it go...everything is behind us now...I want to forget."
"You know I can't!...my feelings for you were true, I don't want to forget them!"
"Why did you call us?"
"It's been a long time hasn't it?"
"The empire..."
"Father!...eh..eeaaahhh!!!!!!!"
"I guess this is it then, lets go all the way!"
"Sometimes, even though we know it's wrong...we can't help it but do it..."
"No! You might very well lose your mind..."
"You are linked to the darkness..."
"But how?..."
"Remember, you shall be the one who opens the door to the darkness."
"Could it be?...the same door?"
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Yo people! Up there is random quotes on my continous story of ragnarok. Well the exams are coming to the end and tomorrow is home economics, no more mood to study anymore...tired sleepy...but in a good mood a bit. Scored a 78 for chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Mircale had happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hah!!! Same score as Dw!!!! Well looking forward to playing basketball again tomorrow, I think i put on weight during the exams ....XP Going to have time to do stuff again, still planing my story though...almost evrything is there now all thats left is the connecting parts and ending. Hehe I decided to add in the characters of the people in our class who plays ragnarok! But some of them the names so funny...haha oh well, I'l proably think of something soon enough. Oh and another thing that has change is the pic on top as well. It's the chibi version of gensomaden saiyuki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going to sleep now, good night....

Yo people! having fun studying? Well, for me all I can say is that my head hurts!!! I'm kinda learning it not revising...I didn't go and study them in the first place XP hah! everything all last minute one!!! Anyway, went to take the same quiz on Razia 's site "How to make a you?" My results is on the left of the page, the only part that I found weird was..."3 parts beauty???" its insulting yet eerr i dunno!!!??? XP!!!! For the rest, I agree with them all! competive, amibitous, and yes! sad!!!!!! Well, not much to talk about besides my headache...so study people! But don't over do it!!! Or you'll end up like me!!! [with a headache!!!!!]

Quote~ Take my hand, and I'll show you a world that you never knew...though you once broke my heart, i still couldn't forget you...I liked your smile...as it made me smile as well...

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Hello there again, trying to relax my brain from studying chinese [its torture man! can't get it right!!!] other then that, I'm finding that I may not have enough time to study all the subjects...man...my head has reached a very hard limit with chinese...stupid chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the cause of the darkness...the root of evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everything that went wrong was because of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh* usually when i study i need a strong sense of motivation...however this time i can't find one!!!!!!!!! I need to break the limit! I musn't submit! no...i'm slipping its too late...the great Suiku has fallen...in it's place is the darkness which surrounds him...i need a light to grab on...but there is none, i know i can only count on myself this time...may my will and heart be my guide out of the darkness...........no...I won't, i don't want to do it for anyone else...for myself then...i guess this is the way i must go...

Quote~ Inner turmoil is painful...very painful...til even tears will fall from your eyes... [will some kind soul tell me wad chapters to study for geography and maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Like the new midi? Anyway, I'm sticking to midis from now on, mp3s take too long to load!]

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halo once more, today was such a busy day...even so I came up with an idea for my storyline for ''CrisisRevial'' The first half should focus on a monk named Alrikern Luvana, it will also concentrate on the idea of a kingdom/concept of a king and rebelion. The other part would be where the MVPs attacks the cities. And the focus turns to the third wills once more. I'm not revealing anything in detail, otherwise the story would be a boring read no? Anyway, things are still in a blur. Ah yes one more thing, I'm going to include the third jobs as the elite under the king. [for those who don't know, the job classes are in the order of 1/1 , 2/1, 2/2, " 2/3"-made up" and the lastest one in the original game, 3/3.] If you have any ideas they are warmly welcomed.
Quote~Sometimes, you have to let things go before anything can get better...try to lighten up and no sink in depression...K?

Signing out~Rumora suiku

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Yo, people. Long time no blog! Yesterday got caught by police for playing football under void deck...the policeman was the same guy who came to our school to give a talk on gangsterism! The anoying guy...I could have run actually...i saw them coming first sia...sigh* He at first gave us 3 choices, first was to clean up the wall with our shirts though the fact that our ball was like so bloody clean...second was to call our parents and buy new paint to paint the wall, third was too bring us to their police headquarters and arr i dunno lar...ai wait! got fourth one! it was that they go tell our school...they made us write down our names and IC numbers, and in the end they made the choice for us sia...they would report us to the school and then the school would instruct us to clean the wall, then i our [beta] thingy would have the offense...sigh* why so unlucky sia...that morning got the small simple thought that the day would be a bad one...in the end really happen...so stupid! Sigh* but in the i guess all i can say is that, life goes on...no matter what happens, so matter how you feel, what you think,what you do...as long as your still breathing, it will go on...so all i can do is embrace it and make the best of the situation.

Quote~ So life goes on huh...

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Yo people! Just went to make new specs today, gonna have brimless ones. ^^ But gotta wait for a week...tomorrow is my birthday usually a bad omen because exams are near. However this year exams are about more then a week away, so can enjoy!!! Planned stuff to occupy myself, so tomorrow should be great if nothing bad happens. Besides that, I'm going linkin park crazy!!!hah* "i put my trust in you, push as far as i could go, follow this,there's only one thing you should know, I PUT MY TRUST IN YOU, PUSH AS FAR AS I COULD GO, FOLLOW THIS, THERE'S ONLY ONE THING YOU SHOULD KNOW...i tired so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matters, i had too far too lose it all...but in the end, it doesn't even matterr!!!''

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Was in a really bad mood today...kinda insulted miss shela[spelled wrongly] I was the one who said "Whats there to write about when you have only live 13 years of your life?" I was refering it to myself...and she heard it...sigh*... my fault once more...everything is my fault. The reason why I was in a bad mood today was really because I kinda have an emotional break down these few days...going crazy at one moment, and extremely pissed off at another. Sigh*

Other then that, i got this funny idea of a storyline. It takes place in our future, about 10 years later where we all have grown up. Human technolorgy has made a break through in the past few years. Almost everything has gone towards science, literature and other stuff has been lost. China has succesfully tied with america as the world leading power. Singapore on the other hand has fallen into corruption. Guns were avaliable just about anywhere. Things has fallen into chaos. However the centre part of the country still prospered. It was now researching genetic human engenering, they research the cells of the human body and how they work. Their aim, was to create super-humans also know as the unpure. They changed the dna structure of humans, giving them special ablities. Other then that, they have created a new type of weapon and machinary. They were mechs/robots which can only be plioted by the New-types as it sends real time battle data to the human brain. Thus the boundries of plioting were broken for the scientists to build machines with incredible ablities without worrying about how the pliot can pliot it.  With all of this, singapore wanted to declaer war on nearby countries first, and soon the entire world. Thus creating another world war. The characters? that would be us! hah* It would be fun though...

Quote~ Sorry...for everything... / why do you sigh* so much? answer? cause I like to breathe!

~Rain~moment

The rain poured heavily, I almost couldn't see where i was going...
I felt like I was beaten up 10 times, the wounds from before were opened once more and I was left to continue to walk,
I walked for a while in the rain...soon I collapse in exhaustion...
I couldn't face up to what was ahead, I needed to rely on someone...
I was no longer strong as I thought I was...I was in reality...weak...
But there was no one there...I laid there unable to stand...
Suddenly I felt something sheltering me from the rain, I looked up and saw an umbrella...
i couldn't see the face of the person holding it...I stood up and realized no one was there...
though it was an illusion created by myself, it meant that I still held hope...
I took another foot foward and continued to walk...it didn't matter how painful my wounds were...what hurt the most were the wounds of my heart...I could no longer be the proud person I once was...'I was wrong', for once I admitted I was wrong...I was still walking alone...but I guess in a way...I was no longer sad...i knew who I was...or perhaps its the fact that I no longer care...hah...

OOOookk...that was weird i know...hah* Oh well, if you took the time to wait for my blog to fully load you'll hear the opening song for Gensomaden saiyuki Reloaded-Gunlock [its in jap so i'm not racist, no one understands it hah*]the third season to the series[it never ends...i hope^^]. Too bad I can't see it...axn would proably never show it and I'm hoping it comes out on vcd or dvd, even on animax would be nice...just to inform those who don't know, Gensomaden saiyuki is an anime which follows the story of journey to the west, but in a twisted version which turns out very nice. The monk in the story is the guy with blonde hair in the pic above [dont look like right! hah] He carries a gun and miss uses it sometimes by shooting whoever makes him angry, he even smokes! However underneath all that, all the characters have lots of depth into them, each has a different dark past...which makes them who they are. [noticed that i only discribed the monk, thats because hes my fav character haha*] I'm going mad!!!^^ Oh and the pic has changed if you didn't notice, this time it's showing a full pic! unlike before! [going mad*] I was quite low today actually, but one of the songs from this anime got stuck in my head and it kinda cheer me up...it reminded me of my pride to live. I think this post should be long enough for your wait, thank-you and good night if you read this at night.[same goes for afternoon or mornings* ^^ hah*] It's fun being cazy!

Aiyo....omg!

Sigh* having my own problems these few days so didn't blog...today i finally found the mood to blog. My birthday is coming soon...and that means exams coming!!!!!! AAAaaaahhhh!!!!!!!! Thats why I never liked my birthday...hah* oh well...I'm always this unlucky, might as well get use to it...i must stay strong to live on! No matter what happens I won't back down...i don't want to run away anymore...sigh*

Question~ What kinda response is "oh ok..." when you tell someone you like her...hah*