About the basketball match. You slipped up at the first match, so it's your own fault you lost. After that, it didn't matter much if i win or lose the other matches. Cause we agreed to only one match, then after you lost, you wanted another. And you had the advantage of height, which till now I still can't do anything about it!!! When it came to shooting, I could still in more baskets then you. Lay-up, you had height advantage, easy task for you. I can still remember at the last match, I tried to guard but when it came to shots, I couldn't guard. You too tall. And anyway, we both played in a way that we didn't practiced for a long time. So our form was like leikpiuah! [And I just realized i increased my arm strength by alot! Till too much power o.O' ] Well, anyway. I kept my word. That's all that matters. Now...on to life. Umm, nothing much changed. Except that I now got writer's block. [-_-]' Sigh* school starting soon. Class outing also canceled. Getting animax tomorrow. On another note, a new year is approaching. Will you stand at dawn's reached? Or under the glow of the red moon?

Ps. I got the sanzo pic from http://www.gensomadensaiyuki.net/ They have the mp3s of the songs also. Also got the ones for Reload Gunlock. ^^ and lastly, leikpiuah is not a real word.

Yippee! I'm going to have Animax!!! Yay! Mi now so happy!!! Saiyuki Reload is going to be shown on animax next year! And so is Saiyuki Reload Gunlock! It seems next year has alot instored for me! ^^
1. Kingdom Hearts 2!!! [Completed Chain of memories not too long ago, and the ending for Riku's story was great!]
2. Final Fantasy 7~Advent Children!!!
3. Saiyuki Reload, and Gunlock!!!
4. Many great ps2 games!!!
5. Ps3 maybe coming out!!!

Well, there's my top five things to look forward to. Well, now for today's christmas day report. I did nothing different. There finish. However something did happen. One of my internet friends liked an Australia singer called Delta Goodrem. She sent me a song not too long ago, and I really liked it. So I re-wrote the lyrics, and showed it to her. And guess what! She liked it and commented that it was better than the original! Hehe, very proud of my work now. It gave me the same joy as when I draw out a really nice pic! [Will post it up next time, now too tired] Well, last note for today's blog entry. To Dw, next week is the last week. And so that last week means that only one week left to defeat you in basketball. So please select a date your free.

Triya :"Withe...where are you? I can't hold on anymore..."
White:"I...won't be a memory anymore..."

Suiku:"But...how? How did you know about what happened to my world...
Alrikern:"I know all that is to know...they aren't dead you know...go back to them..."

Vinsent:"Why...we all fought so hard...why you?"
Alrikern:"It's just that my purpose is stronger then yours...so let me borrow them for a while...kay?"

Reion:"What happened to you..."
Valkern:"I fell...that's all. Into the darkness..."

Alrikern:"I...can't fight anymore...I'm weak...I couldn't protect her..."
Vinsent:"However...you can't deny the truth...all our wishes falls to you now..."

Suiku:"Dawn...you wish to come to me? Please...lend me your strength."
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Hehe...just saw the 4 minute trailer of FF7~Advent children. It's a movie totaly in CG, and the story looks nice also. Ever since I was young...I've asked myself. "What do you want to do with your life?" Well...now I have something in mind. I wanna make movies like that also!!! Then feature my story. Now...it has turn to become a fanfic of "The matrix", "Kingdom hearts", "Final Fantasy", "Ragnarok". Basicly everything I like to see. Haha...but isn't that what Fanfic's are for?

Hello again...me bloging alot as nothing to do...well anyway, encounter 3 has been posted on my other blog. And I realized that the song vindicated from the movie spiderman 2, really suits certain part of my story. hahah^^ Well anway if you have realplayer, try this link. http://www.sonymusic.ca/cgi-bin/Canada/stream.cgi?file=Canada/Spiderman2/DashboardConfessional-Vindicated-Full.rm&pageid=av-results-in-browser-wrapper

It's the song vindicated by the way.

Hello all! ^^ Have been thinking again. Well, apparently...it's the period of the end of year holidays which I'll missed my primary six days. I can still remember this girl i had a crush on. Until now I still missed her XD! Haha. ^^ Well anyway, today i chat we a long time internet friend. We rarely chat so it was kinda nice. In the conversation, we realized that though we knew each other for quite sometime we didn't know each other ages. It turns out that she was a few months older than me. She told me that she always thought that I was much older, like more mature. I was like, err okay... Well it's not the first time anyway. I can remember this one time when one of primary six friends called. He also said i matured. To me...it's not like nothing has changed since then. As a matter of fact many things has changed...but I wouldn't say that I have matured. Instead it's more like I've become sadder and more calm. Many things have happened...as we open the new door ahead, we closed the one behind. And leave those cherished memories there...locked safetly.

A young man was standing on the edge of the bridge, he looked as if he was about to jump. A policeman saw him and tried to stop him.
"Don't jump! Bad things happen but that doesn't mean you have to commit suicide! What will your parents think if you die?" the policeman shouted.
"Die?" the man replied.
"Yeah! Your parents would feel sad if you die, right?" the policeman shouted again.
"Die? I'm not going to die, I'm going to fly!" the young man replied.
"Yes that's the spirit! You can fly!" the policeman encouraged.
"I can fly!" the man shouted.
"You can fly!" the policeman shouted.
"I CAN FLY!" the young man shouted and jumped off the bridge.

Hello everyone! ^^, up there was a part of a japanese movie called, 'Ping pong.' That's right! It's about table tennis! It's a really nice movie that Junyu brought to my house to watch. Well enough about that, something in Dw's last post disturbed mi a bit. Why do males post themselves as females in ragnarok online!!! That reminds me of a time in RO when I met this guy who turned out to be a girl. We met and got along quite well, then she told me that her boyfriend broke up with her. Sob* so sad* I tried to comfort her and well I remembered this one thing i said. "Wanna a tissue?" She laughed and asked me to tell her more jokes. But mi not exactly a funny person. Sigh* I felt so helpless...wait...i think i just went off topic...sweatdrops* Well anyway, it just disturbs me that guys posting themselves as girls.

Just so you know, I've made another blog to post mi ragnarok encounters. So...no more anoying long stories here. The link has already been put up with the old one as well. [wadeva I'm talking about.] Well anyway, mi now so bored...nothing more to add.

Apparently my hands are just itchy. Even tried to write lyrics for a jap song. Here's the result:

Song: Miracle [Destiny]
No matter what the reason was, no matter what the future holds.
You always stood there by my side, even when it begun to rain.

You held my hand and walked with me towards destiny, you showed me a life which I really loved and envied.
Our destiny, shine or not?
An answer which my heart really desires to know.

Please hold me tight across the time.
Promise me we'll meet again, once more in the distant time.
We'll sing together at the old place.
The song that filled our fragile hearts, I wouldn't forget no matter what.
The time I was lost, I sung this song, and you suddenly found me.

No matter how far we were apart, we were always together by our hearts.
The Christmas tree which we cut our promise to, now lies sadly in someone's house.
You did things that others didn't like just for me, so even if other people won't smile to you
Never mind, I'll smile to you.
For no matter what happens , I'll always stand by you.

It's miracle, so miracle.
I find myself falling for you, you touched my heart and made me smile
You are my special reason.
The melody that brought us here, the love that only we shared.
Destiny, no! Fate, yes! You are my destiny...my love

Bad right? Hahah, can't blame lah, I never study music...so cannot blame lah, Hahah.
Anyway, thought I'll make a list of things to do in the holidays too.
1. Improve in basketball somemore!!! [Muz win dw !!! Hahah, no hope one, he got height advantage.]
2. Play my ps2!!! [Anyone care to introduce any games?]
3. Write somemore!!! [ My hand itchy, no choice.]
4. Umm...watch tv! [Tv nice, nice tv, why no animax!!!! SOB*]
5. Make Sheild reflect paladin! [sure sux one. haha, juz doing it cause no one else did.]

Encounter 2 : Thoughts of the mind

A dark night, with a bright full moon...a special night to some, to others its just another night to sleep. Valkern walked up to the two who where hiding behind a broken wall in the ruins of Glassheim.

"So you made it, but what about the others?" one of them asked.
"They are busy with their own stuff, everyone has gone to their own paths..." he replied.

"So why you call us here?" Scyren asked as he stood up to look around.
Reion stood up as well and pointed to a cave made of fallen buildings. "Look closely."
Scyren stared at the cave and said, "Black magic...the same type we use...but how?"
"That's what we are here to find out..." Reion said as he bends down.
Two knight of abyss soon stood out of that cave.
"Knight of abyss? Could it be that something in there knows we're here." Scyren exclaimed. "Then lets not let them wait any longer, shall we?" Reion asked.
Valkern grinned and said, "We shall!" Taking out their weapons, the three charged forth towards their enemy.

Meanwhile in pontera, Alrikern laid on the bed recovering from his last battle. He opened his eyes slowly, everything was in a blur, but he could make out a ceiling fan above him. "Where am I?" he asked as he tried to get up. A voice replied, "Don't move, your arm has been injured pretty badly. If I hadn't come by, you might have bleed to death." Alrikern turned his head towards the voice, as his vision started to return. He immediately recognized who his savior was. He wore a white outfit with no sleeves, showing his arm muscles. A scarf is tied onto one of his arms, and a falcon was resting on one of his shoulder. He was a sniper, the reborn version of a hunter. Normally, all reborn job class worked for the empire. However this one was different, he gathers information for the republic. A spy...to be direct, and also a good friend of his. "Heh, thanks...but if anyone finds out that you helped me...your secret may be revealed." Alrikern said, while starring at the spinning fan. "Hah, you think just because I helped a republican, I would be discovered? You think too much, you know that..." the sniper replied. Alrikern stood up and used his good hand to put on his traditional monk coat and said, "Hah...perhaps your right, but I can't stay here...besides, I need to see the commander."

Meanwhile back in Glassheim, Reion finished the last of the knight of abyss. He was almost out of breath. He turned towards the cave and saw a hooded person with a giant sword, shaped like a key. He was shocked and puzzled, he couldn't believe who stood in front of his way. He whispered to himself, "But why are you here...this feeling...no...I don't wish to fight you..." Valkern then shouted to him, "You guys go on ahead, I'll handle Cryrin!" Reion nodded, and ran up ahead together with Scyren .

"You want to led the battle against the empire's castle?" the sniper cried out in astonishment. "I have my reasons..." Alrikern replied while walking towards the door. "It's for her, isn't it?" the sniper asked. Alrikern stopped...he didn't looked back or said anything. There was a moment of silence before it was broken by the sniper, "Heh, knew it...anyway, tell the commanded that the empire's forces are heading towards morroc to wipe out all the republic forces there. And also give him this letter from me." Alrikern grabbed the letter and kept it in his pocket. He opened the door, and just as he was about to leave, the sniper reminded him, "Don't over strain your arm again...the next time you do that...you may very well lose it." Alrikern stopped again, he held his head down, his hair covering his troubled eyes. Clenching his fists, he replied, " Thanks for all your help Rein, but...I want to see her again...even if I lose my arm...I don't wish to have any regrets." Alrikern then left. As he was walking, he looked up towards the sky to try to clear his head. Soon he realized the full moon. The breeze of the night blew back his hair, revealing his crystal blue eyes, now filled with tears of sorrow.

Suddenly from out of nowhere, a guy in a black coat suddenly flew by. A dark wizard then flew by in the same direction , it seems like he was chasing the guy in a black coat. Alrikern stared in amazement, he had heard before that two of the third wills had the ability to fly. Were they the same two? He wondered. He decided to chase after them, he jumped onto a nearby cart and then jumped as high as he could to the rooftop. He barely caught the roof with his good hand, he then got a foothold on one of the windows. Kicking the foothold, he jumped onto the rooftop. When he did, he heard a loud sound. The two that were flying had now clash against each other, their surroundings were distorted by a wave of energy.

"Why are you chasing me?" the one in the black coat asked. "I need answers...I know you have them..." the dark wizard replied. The two placed down their weapons, the dark wizard waited for an answer. However, the one in the black coat didn't say anything...he turned his back and prepared to leave. "Hey! You haven't answered me yet!" the dark wizard cried out angrily. "I don't have the answers you seek..." he replied. "You can't lie to me...from your eyes, I can tell you know something...as a matter of fact it tells me that you don't lie very often..." the dark wizard said, trying to convince him. "Heh, you're just saying that so that I'll feel bad if I don't say anything." He replied while flying away. "Hey! I'm not done yet!" the dark wizard shouted while chasing after him. The two flew upwards, circling each other while countering each other's attacks. Waves of energy could be seen coming from them, soon they disappeared into the clouds. Two different flashes of light could be seen, followed by a very big one. Two figures soon fell from the sky, Alrikern decided to chase after the nearest one. He jumped over a number of rooftops chasing the fallen body. Soon it landed near the churchyard of pontera cliff. This was a place where many happy couples had made their vows to each other...but now it's peaceful appearance, had been disturbed. A crater was formed around the fallen person. He was still breathing, Alrikern decided to help him. He carried that person out of the crater and placed him on the ground near the edge of the cliff.

The sounds of the waves crashing onto the sides of the cliff, and the bright full moon, created a peaceful atmosphere. Alrikern thought to himself, "It would have been nice if she was here besides me..." "Ugh...my head..." the person in the black coat had awoken. "Hey you alright?" Alrikern asked. "Yeah...thanks by the way." The stranger replied. His hair was one side up while the other down. On his belt, he tied his short katanna . He looked as if he was around the end of his teen years. "No problem...it's not as if everyday you see a flying person. What were you guys fighting about anyway..." Alrikern asked. "It's nothing much...he wanted to know something which was best left alone...that's all..." he replied. Looking at Alrikern's bandaged arm, he asked, "So what happened to you? Why did you hurt yourself so badly?" Grabbing his injured arm, Alrikern replied, "Oh this...I fought with a lord knight and lost...I had to do it...I gave it my all, but apparently it wasn't enough." "You fought for someone didn't you...I call tell by the look of your troubled eyes and the way you replied." He said. Alrikern was shocked, did his eyes really gave it away? Alrikern decided to gave the stranger his reason, "Yeah...it was for her...I just wanted to see her again..." "Heh, I have the same feeling too...it's just that now she's gone...and I can never see her again..." he said as he bent his head down, so that his hair could cover his eyes. The stranger then said, "But no matter what happens...give it your all, so that..." the stranger paused for a moment. "You won't have any regrets." They both answered. They then stared at each other with eyes of astonishment. Soon they broke out in laughter and tears. "Hahah...I never thought in a million years that someone I just met, a total stranger would be able to come out with the same words!" the stranger shouted, while standing up preparing to leave. Alrikern stood up as well and said, "Hah...same here. What's your name? Mine is Alrikern Luvana." As the stranger walked away, he replied, "It's Rumora, Rumora Suiku." "May we meet again then." Alrikern said as they both left their separate ways.

Ragnarok~ The gate to the darkness

Encounter 1 : Fury

Many things had happen since the incident of the third wills. Triya and Reion have gone out in search of Withe. The rest had gone in search of their own paths. The third wills were soon banished and named as outcasts by the emperor. However in the past year, many uprisings from the republic began to occur. Within the same year the emperor was assassinated. Causing a young princess to sink into depression. The will of the late emperor stated that the throne was to be handed to the grand advisor till his daughter is married to a capable person who is able to rule the empire. The republic thought that this was the perfect time to strike, thus gathering about half the empire's support, they launched a full-scale invasion towards the empire.

It was late at night, a young monk sneaked closer towards the castle of pontera. He climbed up the walls with a grabbling hook and a rope. He climbed through the window and approached the princess's chamber. He knocked the door and whispered, "Sandra, it's me...Alrikern" The girl inside replied, "Go away...I told you...it's over between us..." Footsteps were heard, trying not to panic Alrikern whispered to her once more, "You know I can't accept that after everything we had together...I know your father's death is causing you to become like this, I'm here for you...remember? A guard is coming...at least let me in..." The girl didn't replied. "Hey you! What are you doing here!" the guard shouted. Alrikern turned to look at the guard and realized he knew him, "So...we meet again Kinren...it's been a long time hasn't it?" The guard replied, "Alrikern? So it is you...even when you were young you liked the princess didn't you? Well, I'm a lord knight now, the elite guards of the empire, and I can't let this past. Sorry." Kinren drew his broad sword and stood his battle stance. "Guess it can't be help...but I wont lose!" Alrikern replied in a firm voice.

Kinren stood his stance and didn't move a muscle. "If you aren't going to make the first move, then allow me!" Alrikern shouted as he charged forth with his fist equipped with a metal bar with spikes. As swiftly as possible he unleashed his technique, triple blow. However Kinren's broadsword was larger then normal swords, thus it was easier to block the blows. An opening, he thought to himself, he clenched his sword tightly and waved it to the other side. "Aura blade!" he shouted. A wave of energy was released through the movement, knocking Alrikern to a wall. "Heh, you have improved a great deal..." Alrikern said as he stood back up. He then charged forth once more, using his technique 'dash like bullet'. He ran straight in front of Kinren stopping for a moment leaving an impression image, then as soon as Kinren lifted his sword towards him, he slipped behind Kinren and attacked with a triple blow, chained with a quadruple blow, followed by a way of the dragon, and finally an asura strike. Forcing Kinren to crash through the castle walls to the outside. However, Kinren was able to make an air recovery, reducing the impact of falling from the castle. Alrikern then followed suit and jumped down from the castle to finish the battle.

As soon as Alrikern landed, Kinren charged forth and tried another aura blade technique. Alrikern dodge it by bending down, he then jumped forth and tried another triple blow, "Gotcha!" Kinren said as he used his technique, strike counter, a combination of the techniques parrying and auto-counter. A barrier was form and absorbed Alrikern’s triple blow. Kinren then used a technique called spiral pierce, which surprised Alrikern a lot, as it could only be done with a spear type weapon. While thrusting his sword at Alrikern, he placed a twist on the handle, making a spin of energy waves. "Spiral saber!" he shouted.
Alrikern knew he couldn't defend the attack with his knuckles, so he cast something on himself before taking the attack at full force. Alrikern was blasted towards the castle, crashing into the wall. As the smoke cleared, a monk could be seen standing, "Using the skill parrying to defend against my attack, and then using auto counter to absorb the power for your move. Knowing that trying to use spiral pierce with a sword would not be as strong as when using a lance, you used the energy from the auto counter, creating an even stronger blow then the original technique. You have become very strong...Kinren." he thought to himself. He then smiled and said, "I have to admit, it hurt quite a lot...but I'm still standing!"

"Let's finish this!" Kinren shouted while charging forward. He then used his 'Aura blade' technique over and over again. Alrikern tried to defend himself, but with each wave of energy, he began to lose his strength. He couldn't used any of his techniques as he was now focus with his spell, 'Physical Immune'. Soon he was knocked back towards the castle walls again. "I can't lose now...I have to see her...at least one last time." he thought to himself. Kinren pointed his broad sword towards Alrikern's throat and said, "It's over..." Alrikern bent down his head, the blood from his head flowed down his face. Many thoughts came to his mind, "Am I going to die?" he thought to himself. Even with his spell 'Physical Immune' on, a stab through the throat could very well mean death. "But I want to see her again...I can't die here...there's so much left that I need to do...I still have to defeat Withe..." he thought to himself again. Kinren lifted his sword, ready to stab Alrikern. However as he did, Alrikern punched Kinren's sword away from stabbing him. His other fist glowed, he opened his eyes and tears flowed down from them. He whispered to himself as he unleashed his technique, "I won't..." He punched Kinren's chest with his glowing fist, the energy was then released in the form of a dragon, blasting Kinren with incredible force. "Asura Dragon." Alrikern named his new technique. Kinren moved back as he was hit by the dragon of energy, his armor began to shatter by the great force, soon his chest armor was completely destroyed. He laid on the ground, unable to move.

"Is this...the power that comes when your on the brink of death?" he thought to himself. He tried to move...but his body seemed to have been drained of all it's strength. Alrikern on the other hand, was still standing. However his right arm had been over strained. His nerve vessels had burst, he couldn't feel his arm anymore...but it didn't matter. He turned back towards the castle, but before he could open the gate. Kinren shouted, "It's not over yet!" Alrikern turned back, and saw that Kinren was standing in his battle stance. Alrikern knew that in his present condition, he wouldn't last for long...but he couldn't bear to give up. He summoned a sprirt sphere in his hand, and said "Bring it on." Kinren summoned all his strength and charged forward. Alrikern then fired the spirit sphere at him. Kinren defened himself from the attack by slicing the sphere in half, but the sphere soon exploded as he did it. He fell back again, but this time he stood back up immediately. "I promised the emperor to protect the princess, thus I musn't lose this battle!" he shouted. He took out a crystal which his friend had created by fusing 100 bloody reds and 100 red gem stones. He then slotted the crystal into his sword. The broad sword begn to glow and burn. The whole sword was on fire, Kinren's hands began to feel the heat. It was as if his own hands were being burned, but he couldn't care less now. The only thing that mattered, was wining this battle.

He charged forward with his burning sword, Alrikern fired another spirit sphere at Kinren. However this time, Kinren took it and still continued to charge forward. Before Alrikern could summon another spirit sphere, Kinren had already reached him and swung his sword at him. Alrikern blocked with his fist, but as soon as he did, an explosion ocurred. "Wh..at...i..n th..e...wor" but before Alrikern could finish his sentence, he fainted.

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Heehee...I finally wrote the continue part to my story, hope you enjoyed it. Please leave your comments at the tagboard.

Suiku~ Signing out. ^_^'

Sigh* dunno what am I going to do...I feel like writing a story about hearts but can't think of a storyline...So I'm stuck with nothing to do...lost interest in my other stories already...though the story hasn't end yet...it still had so much to tell...oh well, till i get inspiration...sigh* thinking about next year as well...so many problems...all in all, it's gonna be a hell of a year, thats for sure.

The Ocean of glass love, your rythem imitating a wave, my wish melts in the distance of the silent dream.

The butterfly kiss, the cross of vanity...

The more important it is, the deeper you keep it in your heart until eventually you forget it. That includes yourself, you will lose the light in the dark and even forget what you lost.

Long time no blog ne? Oh our sad existance of life, every world was born from the darkness, and all so end. The heart is no different,darkness sprouts within it, consumes it.

"No! That's not true, the heart may be weak...but I know now that there's a light which will never go out!"

"So...you've come so far...and still you understand nothing...every light must fade, every heart return to darkness!!!"

Boss fight!!!

Haha...sorry for going off topic, I shouldn't be sad anymore...I've let it go...thanks for everything...it seems that next year is either gonna be a great year or a really weird one...hah, it just hit me too that I'm gonna be 15 next year...the age which i always use in a roleplay. The emotion which humans have are the things which controls our lifes. I'm going off topic again...today laughed at myself so hard...still can't believe the stupid things which happened today...guess I'll go off topic any moment now so I'll stop.

"Summon light to keep you safe...Summon dark to hide yourself...Light shatters if you have darkness...Darkness will be enlighten if you have light...The opposites will meet each other if you summon yourself..." ~ by Knasrijamm

Elllllloooo, it's been 10 days since I blog and I decided to look through all the post I made in the past and kind of dig up the old quotes.

"Great strength can be obtain in the darkness, but only true strength can be grain in the light."

"Believe in your own true strength, believe in your own ability,...speak with a voice you can be proud of, write with words you can be proud of...to overcome all!"

"We all have our own paths to walk, we can't stop others from chosing the path they want to take. We don't know what is at the end of it or what we will be seeing, but no matter what you see in front you must always remember what happen behind."

"Even though things may never be the same again, you must still stand strong. Stop dewling in the past and look to the future, instead of crying over something which has been broken, try making something new. Never give up hope, in life you have to taste the bitterness before experiencing the sweetness."

"Don't give up! What will you do if you just give up? What will you talk about if you just give up? The future of our lives are in our own hands! Destiny is ours to forge!Stand on your own stage and be who you say you are! Shout out your name proudly and open your eyes ahead! Don't give up, don't lose hope, never give in!"

"Darkness lives in every heart, even the purest heart will have a pinich of darkness. And with just that bit, the darkness can swallow the heart."

"Stop dwelling in the past! The future is ahead of us, not behind! Grow stronger from that experience, not weaker...obstacles come to us almost everyday, we must learn to embrace them. Have the courage to do what you want to do, otherwise you'll be living only a shell of your life!"

"Your feelings made me stronger, but now I can't help it but feel that I'm left with nothing...my heart is growing weaker, and so is my body...I can't go on like this...I need my own path, I need my own strength...one I can be proud of! My heart hurts just thinking of you...i don't know anymore...what road to walk on..."

"Even reaching for unreachable dreams have their meaning, it proves your living your life as you..."

~The more important it is, the deeper you keep it in your heart until eventually you forget it. That includes yourself, you will lose the light in the dark and even forget what you lost.~ Kingdom hearts: Chain of memories

"Even if you do die, nothing will change,in the end you're just running away from reality, but if you live on there is always hope. ---Genjo sanzo/Modified by me cause i can't remember it clearly."

"You must fight against yourself..."[i think it means self control] --gensomaden saiyuki-song: Tightrope."I....In this world there is only one man I believe in...and that man is myself. This is the path I've chosen and the path I believe in...From the day I was born...until the day I die...I fight for no one but myself."---Gensomaden Saiyuki:RELOADED[Manga version]~"RUN"

Have been thinking alot today...well anyway, thinking so much made me recall certain things. And in the process I realized how much Suiku has changed over this 2 years. Originaly, Suiku was from a digimon story I cooped up. [Weird? Yup!] And I have to say...the story still looks good to me...hah* so many emotions in it and ideas like merging humans with a robot to form bio metalic soilders named dreads. And apparently it's closely related to my other story which also includes Suiku. Well, before everything I have to say...my writing style was horrible...more like a script.

Here's the entire thing:
Digimon Tamerz [Spirit]

Disclaimer:
I don’t own digimon




FINISH IT!!!!!!…….PRYO SPHERE!!

Suiku: Good work guilmon .

It has been one hold week since I’have been playing this game….Guilmon finally listens to me.! Hah..
It all begun when I received an email from my friend Triya .It was about a new game in the mall it was called ‘The Digital World’. I went to check it out and tried the game, you have to sit in a chair with a helmet, which would transport your mind to this online world. When I first started the first thing I saw was Guilmon and well...he bit me!it was only until I met ken did we both realized how this game worked ….flashback…..

Ken: Ready?
Suiku: Bring it on!
Guilmon started to charge at Monodramon. Monodramon stood still and waited for his orders. Ken then slash a card and transmitted the commands to Monodramon through his d-slash [a watch like D-arc with a laser sensor to transmit commands to your digimon] Monodramon then jumped into the air and grained two metal blades on both arms then slashed the air creating a razor wind blasting Guilmon.
Suiku: Guilmon get ready!
Guilmon: I’ll fight my own battles I don’t need your help!
Guilmon then charged forward again, Monodramon then slashed him back and prepared to release the final blow.
Ken: Do it!
Monodramon: REAON SLASH
A powerful wave of energy was released towards Guilmon
Ken: Good a direct hit.
Suiku grinning: I don’t think so!
A wargreymon’s shield was protecting Guilmon.
Guilmon: What….why?
Suiku: That’s a silly question, I’m your tamer we are supposed to work together!
Guilmon: Heh….agreed.
Together: Lets do this!
Suiku then took out a card and slashed it
Suiku: Card slash Angel wings activate!
Angel wings then was equipped to Guilmon. Guilmon then flew to the sky and fired a string of fireballs.
Suiku: Now close range!
Guilmon then flew down and used a rock breaker, but Monodramon dodge it.
Ken: You maybe able to work with your digimon now, but don’t forget Monodramon aint alone as well I can see all your moves you cant surprise us. We will win!
Suiku: Heh ..then looks like we have to do something different!
Ken: Well you better do something quick cause I aren’t going to give you time to think. MONODRAMON!!!
Monodramon then started to deliver a series of attacks to Guilmon.
Suiku: Guilmon fly to the air, it will be easier to dodge his attacks!
Ken: Do you really think it is that easy! Monodramon... JUMP! Your wing blades will help you gild in the air!
Suiku: Damn it!
Looks like we have no choice we wont keep running. We will fight head on!
Card Slash! Battle Claws activate!
Metal claws were equipped to Guilmon. And both digimon claws were clashed into each other!
Guilmon: Iron breaker!
Monodramon: Reaon slash!
Both energy claws and blades exploded and both digimons fall to the ground.
Suiku: Guilmon! If you still can get up hit him with all you got! GGGGGUUUUUUUIIIIIILLLLLMMMMMOOOOONNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Guilmon eyes opened!
But so did monodramon
PRYO BLASTER!
Ken: What!! But how..Guilmon cant do a pryo blaster that’s his champion forms attack…aaaahhh damn . Monodramon give it everything you got!!!!!!!!!!
REAZON GUSH!!!!!!!!!!
Both attacks hit each other..
Suiku Ken :FINISH IT!
Guilmon was left standing……
Suiku: whew..
Ken: heh you won.
Suiku : it was close.
Ken: well next time we meet we will be the ones who are the winners.
Suiku: we’ll see
Ken: until then choy, comon monodramon.
[Flash back ended]
Suiku: Well we still have a long way to go to the tournament………

To be continued…soon

Ep2
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Then came my past comics of the series as well. Suiku was previously wearing a jacket and googles, now he wears a black long robe and glasses. His hair style changed quite alot as well. Well...the comic drawings were simple but at least I completed a chapter unlike now...too much detail, hard to finish. There were all together 3 seasons...the first was juz showing about his life in the game, "The digital world" the second was the war between humans and digimon, finally was the revolution.

Here's the climax of the second season:

Spirit
In a world of darkness…a modern world?

In a digital world…a world willed with hearts…

Which would you chose?

Prologue [The night it ended]
[Gradientmon is referred to as Suiku/ biomergence: the combining of human and digimon]
The sun was setting, soon it would be night. The night where the war between digimon and humans would end. Suiku walked forward towards the army of mobile suits code named, 'dreads'. The dreads surrounded the base of the humans which was also the first official citiy of the humans, but one stood out from the rest. Its amour was different as well, and it stood at the centre of the army, in front of their base his pilot’s name was Zehurs. Suiku than merged with his digimon Guilmon,to form Gradientmon.
As he walked towards Zehurs the dreads that were in front of him stepped aside. As Suiku stopped, the army formed a gap of line. One end stood Suiku, the other stood Zehurs. "It ends tonight Zehurs." Suiku said as he took out his sword. Zehurs replied, "Indeed…" Suiku looked up at the other larger dreads, which make up the army. Zehurs saw and began to speak, “ You don’t have to worry about them, and it will be a one on one match. Besides, we all know who is going to win." Suiku replied, "That would be an advantage for me, so since it’s like this, I wont use my sword to be fair." "Suit yourself…"Zehurs thought to himself.
Both of them charged against each other at an incredible speed, as they clashed against each other an explosion of force was released causing the raindrops to fly in all different directions. Zehurs had caught Suiku's punch, Suiku then spun his body in mid air releasing his fist and then with the momentum Suiku delivered a kick to Zehurs. The kick caused a powerful impact causing Zehurs to crash into a building. "Argh! You can never defeat me!" Zehurs shouted as he flew to the skies. "Don’t underestimate me…" Suiku said as he watched Zehurs flew to the skies. Zehurs charged his lighting beam weapon at Suiku, two giant balls of lighting was fired at Suiku. Suiku didn’t dodge it, but instead he held the two balls back using an unseeable force. He then threw it back at Zehurs, Zehurs was caught by surprised but he was still able to dodge it. " What did you just do! What was that force?" Zehurs shouted angrily. Suiku didn’t replied but instead raised his hand and used the same force again, Zehurs dread couldn’t move due to the force. The dread was then pushed to the ground with that incredible force.
Zehurs became even more angry, he fired multiple balls of lighting at Suiku, but Suiku deflected all of them. Suiku slowly walked towards Zehurs, Zehurs continued firing at Suiku but it was useless. Soon Suiku was standing in front of Zehurs, he grabed Zehurs by the neck and whispered to his ear, " You are the one who is weak,…" He then punch and kick Zehurs’s dread til it was unable to funtion properly. Zehurs was defeated, but the imperial was still strong, " You won’t win Suiku, the imperial still has an army of dreads to battle you." With that he activated the whole army and all of them was now aiming their beam weapons at Suiku.
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By now Suiku was refered to as a sad and lonely character. Fully dressed in black and lived just for the sake of living. His background, parents divorced...not that good at making friends as it was hard to find people who understood him, well basicaly just like my background. Then camed the idea era of robots, I drew "Dawn" and really liked him. So I created a counter-part "Vader". Thus another series was created:

Drifting from reality

What do you do when you feel more alive in a dream, than in reality?

What do you do when you can’t find what you’re looking for?

What do you do when you sing to dreamless people…and it all just burst out?

In a world where there’s a virtual reality, and in that reality a war emerges...between two countries...that led to an all out world war...

In a world where your dreams are just dead, forced to give it up because of war...and you become just like everybody else...dreamless...

A story of the fifth world war, a story of a boy’s struggle...

Interwilled~
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At first called "Vast reality", then "Interwilled". And now proably the final product, One's reality~ the side story to my other story Ragnarok ~The third wills. The name Suiku: actually just poped out of nowhere. It came to me in the form of chinese words "who's crying?" "sui-ku?" Apparently I was feeling low and well...suddenly his name poped out. Now I feel like he's part of me, my other self, perhaps the colder side...the one whose hurt, it was like he sense me and came to me with the question "Who's crying?" [If you have lasted this far, you have my thanks. hah...*]
And well here's the part on "One's reality":

"The awakening" [part one]

It was a cold quiet morning, a young boy and girl stood at the middle of the road. "You know I'll have to leave soon, so where is he? " the girl asked while holding a suitcase full with her things." Your right, where is he?" the boy replied.*Beep!*The girl looked back to see a car waiting for her . She tooked out two neckalaces, each with a half which can be joined together to form a V- shape, and then gave it to the boy. She then took out her own and wore it. "I have to go now, give one of them to him. So that if we meet in the future we can reconizge each other by this..." She then boarded the car and began to set off for the airport.Just then! Another young boy ran out from an alleyway, just in time to see the car set off. Without catching his breath, he continued to run after the car. However, he couldn't catch up... suddenly from behind him he heard a voice. " Suiku! Grab my hand!" the other boy had rode on a hover board and catched up with him. They then began to chase after the car, Suiku reached out his hand towards the car in hope of reaching it. The girl in the car realised that and quickly opened the window to reach out for his hand. With much despearation, Suiku's hand almost touched her's before the hover board began to slow down. "Kira! We need to go faster!!!" Suiku exclaimed! "We can't...it ran out of power..." he replied."Erika!!!!!!!!!!!!"In great frustration, Suiku shouted out as loudly as he could for her...while in his mind thinking, "I didn't even got to say goodbye..."
*Flashback over*
Ten years have past since then...and so it begins, the rain of power ~Somewhere in tokyo,"d**nit! I can't be late! No matter what!" A young teenager sped across the streets with his hover cycle, police hover cars began to chase it. Meanwhile at the shores of tokoyo, a dark aircraft began to approach tokoyo. As it flew closer, two particle guns began charging to strike. At the military head quarters of tokoyo, "Sir! we have discovered an unidentified object approaching the shores." "Shoot it down..." he replied.Soon the particle guns fired at the bridge Suiku was speeding across. The shots hit just infront of him, that part of the bridge infront was destroyed. However Suiku didn't stop, instead he increased his speed and jumped over the broken bridge.The commander of the aircraft then said, "Heh, prepare to capture the twilight, send him out."As Suiku reached the place appointed to meet his old friends again, the aircraft was already hovering above him. Kira the began to desend from the aircraft..."Kira?...where is she?" Suiku asked with a puzzled look."Up there, but first hand over your neckalace!" Kira replied."You don't honestly believe I'll do that, do you..." Suiku asked calmly.

Soon, the drones started to chase Suiku, he quickly started up his hovercycle again and charge through the streets once more. The drones pursued him rentlessly, with each passing second they were getting closer and closer. No matter how many turns Suiku did at the allys, the drones continued to reduce their distance between them. Finally, Suiku could stand no more. He pulled out his machine guns, slidded his hovercycle into a open road juntion and began blasting the drones. One by one drones beagn to fall, but many more came in their place. Soon Suiku ran out of bullets and had to retreat again. The new drones began to open fire at Suiku, Suiku tried to dodge the blasts of prism the best he could, but there were too many to possibly dodge. Soon his hovercycle took too many hits and was at it's limit. Suiku opened a secret hatch and pushed a red button. He then jumped into the air as his hovercycle began to dismental and out flys a hoverboard. Suiku landed on the board and made another turn. He found himself near the mountain area and up infront was a hideout that his father had onced showed to him. "Why did I led myself here?" he thought to himself. He quickly entered the cave and hovered his way through the tunnels. Soon he reached upon a dead end and a hole in the ground filled with glowing liquid. He remembered his father telling him that this was a rare natural liquid the is used in lamps to save power. He remembered coming here to look at the glow whenever he felt low. Without a choice Suiku jumped into the liquid, however he kept falling. He looked up and realized that it was just a hollowgram. "You lied..." he said within his heart. Soon he fell down and slided into a very big room which housed a structured which he remembered when he was young. He remembered this room very well, it was his father's lab and workplace. "Computer, close all exits and entrances immmediately!" he shouted. Soon all the doors and hatches were shut tighted and left the drones unable to reach their target.

"The awakening" [part two]
The doors began to open, the mountain could be seen to have been hollow. "Rumora Suiku, plioting Dawn, launch!" A white robot began to assend into the sky. "You remember don't you? When you were young, you loved this simulation game. You and kira always chanllenge each other in the game. However it was actually to train you to pliot this machine before your eyes. I'm sorry that almost everything was a lie. I truly am...I couldn't tell you the truth, you were just a kid back then...and more importantly my son. I couldn't bear to fill your life with sorrow like mine. Your mum left me, you was the only thing I had left by me. Seeing you coming home each day from school with a big smile on your face really brighten up my day...how could I bear to let it go...I figuered that you would have be happier if you didn't know the truth. This machine is my final gift to you...use it well, somehow I feel that you would fight Kira again in this...but nah it's impossible..." :TRANSMISION ENDED_

"Father..." Suiku said sliently.Blade fighter jets soon began to take notice of the white robot. Some began to attack it, thinking that it was with the enemy. The others continued to go after the dark aircraft. However their fighter's blades and guns were unable to break through the craft's thick shield platting."I hope this is the right number..." Suiku said as he began to punch numbers into the transmitted. "Trix! It's me, hold your fire!" Suiku reported. One of the fighters then sent back another transmision."Suiku? But how? Why?" Trix replied. "Argh, nevermind troops! Concentrate your attacks on the dark aircraft instead, do not bother about the white robot!" Trix said as he transmitted the message to the other fighter pilots."Heh! It seems we have company, prepare Vader! I'm going out." Kira shouted towards the soilders under his command. As he watched them go, he thought to himself, " Man...these soilders are just plain weird, they dressed in black and we can't even see any part of their skin. They don't reply at all, and I don't think they have taken even a single break since the beganing of this journey. Either they are really disiplined or they aren't human...well anyway, got to concentrate."Meanwhile Suiku was getting used to the controls again. "See with the eyes of your mind, fight with your will and spirit, release everything into the spheres under your palms." he recited to himself."Lets do this!" he shouted as the spheres underneath his palms began to glow. Dawn's eyes began to glow brighter and it was ready for battle. Dawn charged towards the dark aircraft as the cago doors of the aircraft opened slowly. "Kira Eavalence piloting Vader, launch!" Vader dropped from the doors and stretched out it's metalic wings taking flight. The two robots soon clashed into each other, Dawn tried to jab Vader but it's attacks was quickly blocked but Vader's spear.Meanwhile at the military post near the coast, a mega particle gun had already been fully charged. "Get out of the way!" The commander at the post shouted into the transmitter. Hearing this, Trix shouted to his fellow pilots through the transmitted, "You heard him men, scramble! Scramble!" The blade fighters began to fly off in different directions, making sure they were out of the way. However Dawn and Vader were still clashed together and in the way of the gun. "We can't hold the energy for long sir, we have to release it soon or it'll blow right in our faces!" one of the soilders controling the gun reported. "Fine! If they won't move then we'll fire!" the commander replied.Soon the gun fired a mega particle beam towards the aircraft. Kira soon noticed the beam, and transmitted a message to Suiku before taking off. "She's still in the aircraft you know..." Suiku understood it perfectly and turned back, with Dawn's hand in a stop position. An energy shield form from it's hand, defending itself and the aircraft as well. As soon as Kira arrived back the craft, he heard a voice shouting at him. "How could you leave just like that! You do know if he can't protect us against the beam, it will easily tear this ship's shields apart!""Don't worry, I know him better then you do...he will protect this ship no matter what happens...cause he wants to see you...heh." Kira replied calmly."d**nit! It's strong...I don't think I can hold it for long...no I musn't give in!" Suiku thought to himself. Dawn began to use it's other hand to combine both energy shields. With the energy shield releasing a negative force of the beam and a mighty roar, Dawn ripped the energy beam into shreds."See? There was nothing to worry about...now, lets get out of here." Kira comforted the voice.

"What the f***! How could anything survied let alone ripped it into shreds! Get the pilot here at once!" the commander shouted angrily. If news got out, japan would have been shamed as one of it's most powerful weapons had been so easily defeated. During this period of time, war is very common. Many countries are waiting for another to make the first move. Each country had concentrated all it's resources into it's military. Ever since the third world war which was suposed to be considered over a few months ago, countries began to improve their defences and military power. Now each country stands await of any signs of war.Soon enough Suiku found himself infront of the commander. "What did you think you were doing! We told you to get out of the way, didn't we!" the commander shouted at Suiku. "Sorry sir! I didn't catch your command sir!" Suiku replied. Suddenly from out of no where another voice entered the room. "Enough is enough Suiku, stop toying with the man." "Heh, sorry I couldn't help it...he sounded so angry." Suiku replied cheerfully."What? Huh?" the commander said in a confused way."His rank is higher then yours, as a matter of fact you have no power to shout at him like that at all. His been granted freedom over any military commands accept for people higher ranked then him. He's part of a special force used to infiltrate enemie's bases, so in a way you can call him a spy.""So it's you...General Slifar, or should I say uncle?" Suiku replied calmly.

And well, with this I have made the longest post I have ever done. And proably also the longest post you have read...or given up halfway through. [now I have this weird childish feeling to say, if you read the entire thing, hah! made you read! ] If you didn't, well that's too bad...it's your own choice, I can't control it.Well, if you did made it here then post it on the tagboard and make yourself heard.

"Though we feel that we have nothing left."
"As long as we stay alive...someday we'll be glad that we survived."
"It may be far in the future...but until then lets live on"
"Even on a black and empty street...if we go together...we might one day find something...like the moon that floats in the darkness"
~Neon Genesis Evangelion

Heh, so how's everyone? For me, things are starting to get better/ returning to what it once was. Junyu is still playing ragnarok as if his life depended on it, collin/coolin/cole/coal! on the other hand is dominated us with his hard to get euipment, and Dw is well...I'm not really sure but he's still playing ragnarok that's for sure. For goodness sake really, almost all of the chinese boys in class talks about this freaking game till it's starting to get anoying! Well...if you really count when it happened...it proably already started to get anoying before the exams. Well anyway, life is finally starting to look up a bit. I can finally see my living room floor after an intense battle with dust. [Yes Dw, I'm not lying...it's actually clean, only the tables are messy now.] And in the process I found something [actually my father found it.] that i once considered to be my good luck charm. Well since I'm almost always having bad luck, so I figured it's no harm to just take something and call it a good luck charm. XD Besides...it was something I really liked, it's a neckalace with a ring attached to it [like lord of the rings except this one is from final fantasy 8 and it's silver in colour.] On another note, went to watch a movie today with collin junyu and kenneth [like that spell?] Saw a trailer for a japanese movie, and it's about a jap anime! In real life version! Sure to be a great visual sight, the movie looks cool, but reminds me of power rangers XD!!! The movie is called "Casshern" a scientist build a robot to help solve pollution but it goes beserk and tries to destroy all mankind with a robot army and mutants. The son of the scientist is killed and then reborn as part android and well like all stories goes off fighting the bad guys. Well there's proably more to the story then that but it's in jap and the trailer had subtitles so thats basicly all I know. What caught my eye was a scene where Casshern draws his sword ready to fight someone else with also a drawn sword. The backrgound reminded me of my story when Reion fought with Withe for the fianl battle. Except it wasn't raining. The chinese news also showed something about it. Hehe promoting anime! And there was a manga contest or something, couldn't remember. Well...going to sleep now, tomorrow going to play basketball again.

"You were reborned for a reason..."
"Hmmm I looked good without my specs, now if only I can get rid of my stomach! XD!!!"

Well, first of all I would like to say "Oh my gosh! I lost to razia by 2 percent!!! I got 6 A1s somemore...then position so much difference...she top 10, I top 14..." Sigh* all stupid home ec fault! I got the lowest score for home ec in class...made my score droped...T_T so arghaiz! [I have no future in cooking for sure liao!]

Okay back here, long time no blog ne? Well, lots of people also the same, no mood huh? I just finished playing shadow hearts, [such a touching ending to the story ] and well, we are in a sense no longer 2e2. [so sad*] but the past is the past and the future is in front of us. Let by gones be by gones, try not to get too sad, k? Well hmmm so now wad...nothing to do liao, sigh* holidays...need to plan things to do, or else sure bored to death before next year arrives.

"I've already fallen into the darkness, don't bother calling me back."
"What do you fight so hard for?"
"What is happiness to you?"
"Tell me..."
"It's hard to live life without any regrets, so it's best to let things go and laugh in the process...this way not even the saddest moment will bring you down."
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Msn quotes: So many nice quotes on msn, quite surprising so I decided to put down a few.
"I seek glory but I get the opposite...I tried my best, but it's no use we are weak..."~Junyu

"I waited there, upon the shelf, I reached for you, I found myself."~Shu huak

"Following the light of the sun, we left the old world 'The truest' 'The nearest' 'The dearest' "~Maziah

"Following the moonlight, we left the new world, back to the past, to our truest, our nearest, our dearest."~revised version by me.

"The motto was just a lie, it says 'home is where your heart is' but what a shame, cause everyone's heart doesn't beats the same..."~chillispicey_dita@hotmail.com [forgot who liao :P]

"We are all to blame, we have gone too far, from pride to shame, we're trying too hard, we're dying in vain. We are hopelessly blissful and blind!"~Jeremy

"The darkness in my heart, I cannot deny, the light which I can't see, I cannot find, it was useless to struggle, it was pointless to fight, but yet I gave it my all and found myself smiling foolishly under the moonlight." ~Me! full version of quote.

It's ending soon...everything is drifting apart...someday, the dream will end...
~dedicated to the midi, "Someday the Dream will End" from FFX


Once, there was a class called 2e2, sure every year there would be a class called 2e2, but ours was different...our 'acheivement' had either brought shame or glory to other students which once belonged to this class...we started out as 1e2, we were all blur and quiet towards each other, but as time went by...we grew to become who we are today, as we met different teachers, they either respected us for who we were, or felt that we had join the side of the darkness. As 2e2 chaos led to our class, or perhaps the other way around. Some of us stood up to teachers, as others went around becoming nuts and started throwing stuff towards the celling fan...even snails. We acheived lots of things, namely the best exam results, the dirtiest class, the noisiest, and one title which we all should be proud of, the class which brought about the chaos! The discipline commitee formed all those bullnuts rules like assembling at concourse happened after we were caught for killing snails. We were also the ones which brought shame to their education system, with the words from Miss Tan " Even if you all get good marks from the exams, but you can't even keep your class clean...then we have failed in our jobs as educaters." We sang songs/pokemon on the bus and the guys gathered at the stairs almost everyday to talk about stuff. Wheater they thought what we did was right or wrong, we did them as ourselves and not someone else. Though we are going to bid farewell to each other soon, we stand here now proudly and foolishly, without doubts and second thoughts, we are once and forever be class 2e2 in our hearts and memories!
[adapted from 2e2 memories of the forum board^^']

[had nothing to do...so i thought perhaps this 'speech' could harmonize with a midi, but unforunately it worked for the first few times and then stopped working...T_T]

Hi once more! And once more another week has past, my will is growing weaker due to this long period of exam, losing my fighting spirit, need to find a new source of strength! On another note, the Joint story project is still under construction, but a new board has been set up for it's place. [Really like how the pic turned out and the background] the forum is put up in the links section already, and well...JOIN! JOIN! JOIN!!!!!! A forum is useless without memebers, so if possible, ask everyone you know to join ^^ ! If you need any new topics or boards to disscuse anything, pls feel free to ask for it and I'll go make it. My story "Ragnarok~The third wills" is also put up there, so pls write your comments on it there. And force, I mean kindly ask others to read it as well and post their comments. The titles of my other projects are also there, I'll try to finish them during the holidays. Thus giving myself an excuse to not go to any chalet. :P sigh* if no one joins then the idea of a forum is juz as good as going down the drain. So JOIN!! JOIN!! JOIN!!! Now come to think of it, a joint story is very hard to write...if one person comes up with the whole idea and concept, then it wouldn't be much use now would it? So I suggest that for those who wants to join, will make a character for themselves that will fit into the story, the setting and concept idea will be revealed when it is decided. Though I kinda have one in mind already.

"To think, everything started out so simple as vengence..." Resolution

Hi ppl! how's everyone? well... today's friday and no exam tomorrow so I figured I might as well blog ^^. MT was ok today, at least I think it was...I guess it all depends on fate now huh? Hopefully fate is on my side this time...anyway...during this period of the exams I wanted to do alot of things!!!! but got exam!!! sigh* ~ Inspiration which comes at the wrong time..see how unlucky i am? Well I also got this idea of doing a joint story if anyones interested, well basicly I want to know what ideas everyone out there has. Everything can be discused on MSN and then i'm thinking of making a forum to post all our own collections of stories and also the joint one. The joint story is offered to anyone who wants to join. Though this can only be achived if people really want to do this. The name of our group/company [hehe :P] will be decided once there is actually a group and we have a storyline and title for it. Of course everything will be decided once the exams are over, for now...concentrate on ur studies ppl! and look forward to what there is to come. Planning lots of other stuff for the holidays as well. If things works out, this is going to be one busy holiday [hehe ^^] Sigh* other then that, I feel that I'm going to be missing being in the same class as everyone... maybe we should hold a small magic tournament just for our class, wad do u think Dw? And one more thing, sry fiq if I made u feel lost in ur own thoughts like me :P. Oh and ''one more thing'' [in jackie chan cartoon version] the new pic is what inspired me of Reion scythe from my story. They look about the same except that the gun has blades. [Hehe ^^<< duuno how many times I do already... :P]

"I'm no longer the Rumora suiku you once knew, perhaps because I've become crazy...or is this my alter ego?"

Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.


Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.

Hi ppl! I decided to post my results for the spirit quiz thingy...the reason that there's two is well...the first time i did it i got the sorrowful one, but i didn't post it up, today i tried and i got the empty one... so i thought might as well put two :P [ I prefer the pic of the sorrowful one better, so I couldn't bare to put up the empty one without the other]

Well, on another note, tomorrow got oral exam! Hoping for the best... and on another note here's the prohecy /history of my ragnarok story :

"There was a time...where are dreams and ideas were together."

"Magic and technology were mixed, so were dreams and reality..."

"The two sides couldn't co-exist, thus the world was separated to different relms in a process called ragnarok: a.k.a the end of the world."

"In the process, two worlds were created, the world of the darkness and the world of the light..."

"Besides that, the two other worlds were separated into magic, technology / reality, dream..."

"However through the separation, three gates were created to link the worlds..."

"Though the process worked, in the face of the darkness, it tried to return everything back to it's original state by trying to consume the worlds into the darkness...thus begans the story of ragnarok~ "

"But merging the worlds together once more would bring about ragnarok..."

It was a cold quiet morning, a young boy and girl stood at the middle of the road. "You know I'll have to leave soon, so where is he? " the girl asked while holding a suitcase full with her things.
" Your right, where is he?" the boy replied.
*Beep!*
The girl looked back to see a car waiting for her . She tooked out two neckalaces, each with a half which can be joined together to form a V- shape, and then gave it to the boy. She then took out her own and wore it. "I have to go now, give one of them to him. So that if we meet in the future we can reconizge each other by this..." She then boarded the car and began to set off for the airport.
Just then! Another young boy ran out from an alleyway, just in time to see the car set off. Without catching his breath, he continued to run after the car. However, he couldn't catch up... suddenly from behind him he heard a voice. " Suiku! Grab my hand!" the other boy had rode on a hover board and catched up with him. They then began to chase after the car, Suiku reached out his hand towards the car in hope of reaching it. The girl in the car realised that and quickly opened the window to reach out for his hand. With much despearation, Suiku's hand almost touched her's before the hover board began to slow down. "Kira! We need to go faster!!!" Suiku exclaimed! "We can't...it ran out of power..." he replied.
"Erika!!!!!!!!!!!!"
In great frustration, Suiku shouted out as loudly as he could for her...while in his mind thinking, "I didn't even got to say goodbye..."
*Flashback over* Ten years have past since then...and so it begins, the rain of power ~
_-_-_One reality//Spirit~_-_-_

Umm...HI! ^^ hah* Well up there is the first part of my side story that is connected to my other story Ragnarok~The third wills. Surprised to see the words car, hoverboard ? and think this story is connected to Ragnarok~The third wills ? Well, it's just a small part in it but I wanted to write a side story! XP Hah* me and my ideas! I guess, we will just see how things go.

Aaahh...long time no blog ne? So how's everyone? I've been bored and well...I've decided to return to writting my story again. Coming up with lots of ideas and a new inspiration, mainly from this site "http://ipstudios.phrozenflame.com/index2.php" they make their own original flash animations featuring their own story "Ego city/ Ego revelations" Its a nice storyline to me as it combined elements of finalfantasy, matrix and kingdom hearts ^^. Go here to see them: "http://ipstudios.phrozenflame.com/movies/moviein.php"

"Do not fear the dark, instead you should be more concern of what it hides_"

English Translation

No matter what the time
I`m just alone
Destiny forgotten,
Even though I kept going.
Inside of the sudden light I awaken
In the middle of the night

Quietly,
Stand in the exit way,
And, in the pitch-black, take the light

And about the recent promises,
Is it just that I`m so anxious?
A wish that`s wanting to be said, but shall be repressed
I`ll introduce my family,
You`ll surely get along well

No matter what the time
We'll always be together
No matter what the time
Because you`re by my side
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night

Enter a noisy street
And put on the mask of destiny.

Thinking too much about the future.
Stopping things that have no meaning.
Today I`ll eat delicious things.
The future is always before us,
Even I don`t know it.

It`s not necessary to go right to the end,
Just keep going.
It`s okay if the scenes
Go on one by one.
The light known as "you"
reflects my scenario

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

No matter how well we`re doing,
I don`t believe in us completely.
But at those sort of times,
Because you`re by my side,
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night.

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

Yo poeple!!!!!!!!! My glory of triumph arrived today, muhahah!!! it started out as a very bad day, and ended so nicely. Debate tomorrow will proably kill me...my group didn't prepare at all. [Guess who the three stoogers are] I did a little reserach and gave up half way, no point doing it on my own...

~Hope is all we can rely on in our darkest times, so try not to lose it K ? ^^ ~

Yo people! Most of the exam results are back...depressed state because of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I keep losing to Dw by a few freaking marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All hope lies on the history paper...oh well...didn't really study that hard this time, even went to played finalfantasy X ^^. In a sense, I don't really deserve to win, but it is very anoying to lose...natural reaction for me is get depressed, so here I am pasting the time by talking crap here. oh well, i got over it soon enough and now worried about some other stuff....,....[trying to find time to write, until then dun feel like doing anything else, [[wad the hell am i saying???]] ]

~No matter how hard you fall, no matter how strong your sorrow is, you must find a way to stand back up strong and face reality...~ by Suiku

~The more important it is, the deeper you keep it in your heart until eventually you forget it. That includes yourself, you will lose the light in the dark and even forget what you lost.~ ???

Halo people! Exams are over and eermmm no more studying! Well, I've seem to have lost myself these few days...no longer know who I am or how I'm supose to be...sigh* a little love sick as well...it's all proably juz a phrase I'm going through. Oh well, on another note I've changed the pic above again, can't seem to stick with anything [hah*] Suddenly have nothing to talk about liao...

"Who are you?"
"The darkness...it's returning..."
"I must find him..."
"What! Your looking for him as well?"
"Vengence shall be mine!"
"I can't give up now...I won't let myself!"
"It's you..."
"Let it go...everything is behind us now...I want to forget."
"You know I can't!...my feelings for you were true, I don't want to forget them!"
"Why did you call us?"
"It's been a long time hasn't it?"
"The empire..."
"Father!...eh..eeaaahhh!!!!!!!"
"I guess this is it then, lets go all the way!"
"Sometimes, even though we know it's wrong...we can't help it but do it..."
"No! You might very well lose your mind..."
"You are linked to the darkness..."
"But how?..."
"Remember, you shall be the one who opens the door to the darkness."
"Could it be?...the same door?"
~Ragnarok/Crisis Revial__________________________________________________________

Yo people! Up there is random quotes on my continous story of ragnarok. Well the exams are coming to the end and tomorrow is home economics, no more mood to study anymore...tired sleepy...but in a good mood a bit. Scored a 78 for chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Mircale had happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hah!!! Same score as Dw!!!! Well looking forward to playing basketball again tomorrow, I think i put on weight during the exams ....XP Going to have time to do stuff again, still planing my story though...almost evrything is there now all thats left is the connecting parts and ending. Hehe I decided to add in the characters of the people in our class who plays ragnarok! But some of them the names so funny...haha oh well, I'l proably think of something soon enough. Oh and another thing that has change is the pic on top as well. It's the chibi version of gensomaden saiyuki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going to sleep now, good night....

Yo people! having fun studying? Well, for me all I can say is that my head hurts!!! I'm kinda learning it not revising...I didn't go and study them in the first place XP hah! everything all last minute one!!! Anyway, went to take the same quiz on Razia 's site "How to make a you?" My results is on the left of the page, the only part that I found weird was..."3 parts beauty???" its insulting yet eerr i dunno!!!??? XP!!!! For the rest, I agree with them all! competive, amibitous, and yes! sad!!!!!! Well, not much to talk about besides my headache...so study people! But don't over do it!!! Or you'll end up like me!!! [with a headache!!!!!]

Quote~ Take my hand, and I'll show you a world that you never knew...though you once broke my heart, i still couldn't forget you...I liked your smile...as it made me smile as well...

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Hello there again, trying to relax my brain from studying chinese [its torture man! can't get it right!!!] other then that, I'm finding that I may not have enough time to study all the subjects...man...my head has reached a very hard limit with chinese...stupid chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the cause of the darkness...the root of evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everything that went wrong was because of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh* usually when i study i need a strong sense of motivation...however this time i can't find one!!!!!!!!! I need to break the limit! I musn't submit! no...i'm slipping its too late...the great Suiku has fallen...in it's place is the darkness which surrounds him...i need a light to grab on...but there is none, i know i can only count on myself this time...may my will and heart be my guide out of the darkness...........no...I won't, i don't want to do it for anyone else...for myself then...i guess this is the way i must go...

Quote~ Inner turmoil is painful...very painful...til even tears will fall from your eyes... [will some kind soul tell me wad chapters to study for geography and maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Like the new midi? Anyway, I'm sticking to midis from now on, mp3s take too long to load!]

we4r34

halo once more, today was such a busy day...even so I came up with an idea for my storyline for ''CrisisRevial'' The first half should focus on a monk named Alrikern Luvana, it will also concentrate on the idea of a kingdom/concept of a king and rebelion. The other part would be where the MVPs attacks the cities. And the focus turns to the third wills once more. I'm not revealing anything in detail, otherwise the story would be a boring read no? Anyway, things are still in a blur. Ah yes one more thing, I'm going to include the third jobs as the elite under the king. [for those who don't know, the job classes are in the order of 1/1 , 2/1, 2/2, " 2/3"-made up" and the lastest one in the original game, 3/3.] If you have any ideas they are warmly welcomed.
Quote~Sometimes, you have to let things go before anything can get better...try to lighten up and no sink in depression...K?

Signing out~Rumora suiku

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Yo, people. Long time no blog! Yesterday got caught by police for playing football under void deck...the policeman was the same guy who came to our school to give a talk on gangsterism! The anoying guy...I could have run actually...i saw them coming first sia...sigh* He at first gave us 3 choices, first was to clean up the wall with our shirts though the fact that our ball was like so bloody clean...second was to call our parents and buy new paint to paint the wall, third was too bring us to their police headquarters and arr i dunno lar...ai wait! got fourth one! it was that they go tell our school...they made us write down our names and IC numbers, and in the end they made the choice for us sia...they would report us to the school and then the school would instruct us to clean the wall, then i our [beta] thingy would have the offense...sigh* why so unlucky sia...that morning got the small simple thought that the day would be a bad one...in the end really happen...so stupid! Sigh* but in the i guess all i can say is that, life goes on...no matter what happens, so matter how you feel, what you think,what you do...as long as your still breathing, it will go on...so all i can do is embrace it and make the best of the situation.

Quote~ So life goes on huh...

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Yo people! Just went to make new specs today, gonna have brimless ones. ^^ But gotta wait for a week...tomorrow is my birthday usually a bad omen because exams are near. However this year exams are about more then a week away, so can enjoy!!! Planned stuff to occupy myself, so tomorrow should be great if nothing bad happens. Besides that, I'm going linkin park crazy!!!hah* "i put my trust in you, push as far as i could go, follow this,there's only one thing you should know, I PUT MY TRUST IN YOU, PUSH AS FAR AS I COULD GO, FOLLOW THIS, THERE'S ONLY ONE THING YOU SHOULD KNOW...i tired so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matters, i had too far too lose it all...but in the end, it doesn't even matterr!!!''

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Was in a really bad mood today...kinda insulted miss shela[spelled wrongly] I was the one who said "Whats there to write about when you have only live 13 years of your life?" I was refering it to myself...and she heard it...sigh*... my fault once more...everything is my fault. The reason why I was in a bad mood today was really because I kinda have an emotional break down these few days...going crazy at one moment, and extremely pissed off at another. Sigh*

Other then that, i got this funny idea of a storyline. It takes place in our future, about 10 years later where we all have grown up. Human technolorgy has made a break through in the past few years. Almost everything has gone towards science, literature and other stuff has been lost. China has succesfully tied with america as the world leading power. Singapore on the other hand has fallen into corruption. Guns were avaliable just about anywhere. Things has fallen into chaos. However the centre part of the country still prospered. It was now researching genetic human engenering, they research the cells of the human body and how they work. Their aim, was to create super-humans also know as the unpure. They changed the dna structure of humans, giving them special ablities. Other then that, they have created a new type of weapon and machinary. They were mechs/robots which can only be plioted by the New-types as it sends real time battle data to the human brain. Thus the boundries of plioting were broken for the scientists to build machines with incredible ablities without worrying about how the pliot can pliot it.  With all of this, singapore wanted to declaer war on nearby countries first, and soon the entire world. Thus creating another world war. The characters? that would be us! hah* It would be fun though...

Quote~ Sorry...for everything... / why do you sigh* so much? answer? cause I like to breathe!

~Rain~moment

The rain poured heavily, I almost couldn't see where i was going...
I felt like I was beaten up 10 times, the wounds from before were opened once more and I was left to continue to walk,
I walked for a while in the rain...soon I collapse in exhaustion...
I couldn't face up to what was ahead, I needed to rely on someone...
I was no longer strong as I thought I was...I was in reality...weak...
But there was no one there...I laid there unable to stand...
Suddenly I felt something sheltering me from the rain, I looked up and saw an umbrella...
i couldn't see the face of the person holding it...I stood up and realized no one was there...
though it was an illusion created by myself, it meant that I still held hope...
I took another foot foward and continued to walk...it didn't matter how painful my wounds were...what hurt the most were the wounds of my heart...I could no longer be the proud person I once was...'I was wrong', for once I admitted I was wrong...I was still walking alone...but I guess in a way...I was no longer sad...i knew who I was...or perhaps its the fact that I no longer care...hah...

OOOookk...that was weird i know...hah* Oh well, if you took the time to wait for my blog to fully load you'll hear the opening song for Gensomaden saiyuki Reloaded-Gunlock [its in jap so i'm not racist, no one understands it hah*]the third season to the series[it never ends...i hope^^]. Too bad I can't see it...axn would proably never show it and I'm hoping it comes out on vcd or dvd, even on animax would be nice...just to inform those who don't know, Gensomaden saiyuki is an anime which follows the story of journey to the west, but in a twisted version which turns out very nice. The monk in the story is the guy with blonde hair in the pic above [dont look like right! hah] He carries a gun and miss uses it sometimes by shooting whoever makes him angry, he even smokes! However underneath all that, all the characters have lots of depth into them, each has a different dark past...which makes them who they are. [noticed that i only discribed the monk, thats because hes my fav character haha*] I'm going mad!!!^^ Oh and the pic has changed if you didn't notice, this time it's showing a full pic! unlike before! [going mad*] I was quite low today actually, but one of the songs from this anime got stuck in my head and it kinda cheer me up...it reminded me of my pride to live. I think this post should be long enough for your wait, thank-you and good night if you read this at night.[same goes for afternoon or mornings* ^^ hah*] It's fun being cazy!

Aiyo....omg!

Sigh* having my own problems these few days so didn't blog...today i finally found the mood to blog. My birthday is coming soon...and that means exams coming!!!!!! AAAaaaahhhh!!!!!!!! Thats why I never liked my birthday...hah* oh well...I'm always this unlucky, might as well get use to it...i must stay strong to live on! No matter what happens I won't back down...i don't want to run away anymore...sigh*

Question~ What kinda response is "oh ok..." when you tell someone you like her...hah*

Mixed mood...

Hello! changed my blog skin for some reason again, [accidentaly pressed saved for something i didn't want, so went to use another one.] The picture is too big and cuts off at the name...no tilte some more, but I'm too busy/lazy too find another one. So for now I'm sticking to this one.
Lots of things happened this week, not going to talk about them! hehe^^ so don't blame me for wasting your time!
The final stage of my story is up, stage 7~Last meeting, goodbye... hope left enough suspense there...oh well. The tagboard is back up as well. Hhmm lets see now...argh i think i'll just stop here.
 
Quote~  Stop dwelling in the past! The future is ahead of us, not behind! Grow stronger from that experience, not weaker...obstacles come to us almost everyday, we must learn to embrace them. Have the courage to do what you want to do, otherwise you'll be living only a shell of your life! `~zmSuiku       [yes its no longer Rumora suiku, but zmSuiku to signify my own name as well. Thanks to blogger for creating this system, now my quotes look different from the normal text! ]

Can't help but feel tired....

went to play soccer today, now very tired...thought of something weird today, I was thinking about home econ and cooking. I came to the idea of taking a piece of bread, place a piece of cheese on top, followed by lots of pepper and finaly with cooked instant noodles. Then you twist it and use strings to tie both ends. Then you cook it in the oven. If it works out fine, then you'll have toasted bread ,melted cheese and noodles together! hah* wonder how it taste like....laughs*

Quote~ Your feelings made me stronger, but now I can't help it but feel that I'm left with nothing...my heart is growing weaker, and so is my body...I can't go on like this...I need my own path, I need my own strength...one I can be proud of! My heart hurts just thinking of you...i don't know anymore...what road to walk on?

Hmmm, hor, hor hor

Just blogging for fun again, tired ahh this few days...so don't expect stage 7 anytime soon. Planned the story a bit and i can say that it won't be an happy ending. Sigh* nothing more to say....

Quote~ In this world where life can be so tough,
you must be strong,
just believe in yourself, oh don't you fear now...
so open up your mind, and close your eyes...
then something something something ...[ forgot the lyrics haha*]

Changed skin!

Changed skin as fiqulty requested, i think it looks better...at least i think...its title is I need slience! kinda what I need when the class is so noisy. Today class matchmake err I mean chose class commitee. The three SH s were chosen followed by a thomas. Too bad shao ming didn't get pick...[juz kidding] luckily no one nominate me, muhahahahahahahahahahaahhaahahahahahahahahahahwwwaaaaaaaaa...so sad that feel like crying well actually is not sad...it's confused. Lots of things bugging me lately, then stupid chong talk about our future studies...I wanna be a mangakan! which means jap comic drawer! [not cupboard one!] so what course i need to take????? aaarrgghh!!!!!

Quote~Sometimes I cry so hard til my hearts hurts.....

Finally got the will to blog!

OOoo i love this midi! Makes me think of so many stuff, good and bad...anyway, its an actual midi from kingdom hearts [hah finally got one that works!] Well, it only works if you have anything to think about. However it only works for the first few times only, after that it is just as good as an anoying sound [laughs at myself* Why u put it up then!!]

Sometimes...I feel that I'm the only one, others can't see what i see. Something so simple, yet so beautiful. I'm but just a dreamer, I guess...thats why i see things differently...there was a time, when i wished for someone to be by me. To see the visions i see, to feel what i feel...but I guess for me, in the end it always turns out to be a dream. Nothing matters as long as it doesn't concern me...I live for my dreams, but that may be my downfor. What do people live for anyway? If they can't chase their dreams...then WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING! I can't deny the truth, but I can always dream to make things better...but because of this...I may forever walk alone. However i don't want to! I wish to walk with everyone else, but i can't stop dreaming as well...it may seem as a silly problem but as i said before I live for my dreams...I want to wake up, but I don't dare to...or perhaps I like living in dreams...the call for reality never ends as well. I once wish for something dear to me, it was on my birthday...though till now it hasn't been granted...that's why I don't like celebrating birthdays...it has no point...I see people who chase after their dreams and either suceed or failed. I dare not go the distance, at least not yet...not til I've become stronger...not til I know I won't fail. Everyone has to take a risk at some point of their lives...otherwise, everything will remain the same...even reaching for unreachble dreams have their own meaning, it proves that your living your life.

~Rumora suiku, my other self as i dream...[Dreamer]

SEE! the music made me write that !!!! hah....Well anyway, stage 6 is finish and it ends with a to be continued.

Quote~Even reaching for unreachable dreams have their meaning, it proves your living your life as you...[can't stop typing that!:P]

What the hell!???

The title is just for show, just to let ya know. I'm blogging today cause I was disconnected from RO. Lets see now...today...something something...errr...guess the title does fit with this[laughs* :P] Nothing much happened today...still thinking of wad to write...hmmm.
Arr, I'll just say some stuff then. Today I arm wrestled jeremey and won. He then said, I lost with honor and you won with disgrace! Then I asked him wad I did to win with disgrace, he just said "errr nothing! haahh!" Then errr ya I just agrreed to help make a magazine [see tagboard] well kinda anyway. Still don't know what to do. Gotta plan it with everyone.

Quote~Death comes to all! However who are you? It's like I know you really well, but yet I don't know who you are, for that matter who am I? Oh I see! You are my other self...

Happy ah!

Today was the last day of the rehersal, so happy that no more needing to do that!!! However it did take up my saturday, sigh* Still got lots to do this week, tomorrow going to see spiderman 2. Then need to do review of it for the magazine. Come to think of it, doing a magazine ain't a bad idea, if you are doing it for yourself that is... maybe we should do one for the class...then again, who got so much time to spare? Anyway, wad more is there to say? Hhhmm...everyone should know what happened today so I'll stop here.

Quote~Huh? Huh? Huh?, oh huh? ok now I get it. Just one more time! HUH????

{Bio} half done!

The Bios is half done and online! Go to my links and you should see the link.

No reason........

Just blogged cause I needed a break. Arr, today started out very nicely, though the fact I couldn't get up from sleeping. Went to run in the morning and saw a spectacular sight, if you look to the direction of a nearby hill from our school this morning, you would have seen that hill being covered in the darkness. Dark clouds were above it and was heading to our school. You could see that half the sky was black and the other a morning sky[blue color]. Then I ran a few rounds around the school and realized the dark clouds had already covered our school. So windy man, so nice to see dark clouds over your head...i guess thats why I prefer a rainy day than a sunny one. Then the rest of the day I felt so sleepy, like i got not enough sleep like that...now still sleepy... Well anyway, my ragnarok story would soon come to a close if I had the time to write it!!!!????""""'''''}}}}<<<
Remark/question~Does anyone even read till stage 5??? if so thank you very much and plz tag on the tagboard so I know how many.

WWAaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

Hhhmm lets see now, schoollss toommorrrooww!!!!!!! Sigh* going back to our old hateful lifestyles. So much negative response to this...must look at bright side!!!Arrrgghh!! give up. There is no bright side to going to school, it even causes sleep problems Hah*. Well anyway, few days ago I was really board thus I turned on the radio. And I caught on a song called "Fly away", it was a chinese song. I thought it was good, so I went to the internet to do research on it. Results were the song was from a band called F.I.R Fairyland in reality. So today I was board once more and went to pukit panjang plaza for a walk, I decided to enter a music cd shop and found the band's album so I bought it. [got nothing better to do with my allowance*]

Quote~ I....In this world there is only man I believe in...and that man is myself. This is the path I've chosen and the path I believe in...From the day I was born...until the day I die...I fight for no one but myself---Gensomaden Saiyuki:RELOADED[Manga version]~"RUN"

AHhh! It just keeps coming!

It has been one thing after another for me, sigh* life's tough. However I wouldn't want it any other way! I'm beganing to enjoy the simple things of life, even an arguement. Today went to the second SYF rehersal this week, aarrghh was very boring doing does stupid turning of cards. However I did had some fun *debating* with jeremey on ragnarok, had some real good laughs in the conversation. Sigh* tomorrow need to go to school to run again...then 1pm need go IT.

In the night on the full moon,
i walk alone thinking about stuff.
Never did i knew that i was starting to change,
From the hating that the world would just die,
to enjoying every bit i can.
Darkness which shrouds ones mind,
the past which makes everyone who they are.
I am who I am,
I am who I chose to be.
My life my way,
destiny, fate,
are just words which represents the term cause and effect.
To stand up tall and shout my name out proudly,
I am, Rumora Suiku!
~~~~by me.

Yay song playing! [I hope it does for the rest of the computers out there]

Added a song to my template. Its the ending song for kingdom hearts, and perhaps even the only song.[ It's a game, not a disney movie] If there's anything wrong please inform me. Oh and one more thing, the song replays over and over again so if you don't one to hear it you can err...never thought of that...[sweatdrops*] ah! you can turn off your speakers! or just don't come to my site anymore...[hopefully not!]

Quote~ Please rain! Pleasseee! Sigh* [tries rain dance!XD*]

Stage 5~Cold truth=heartbroken

Hahah I'm cheating, doing double posting. Anyway, I'm here just to report that stage 5 is done and up. Go check it out if your free. Stage 6 or 7 would be the end of Ragnarok~The third wills and the back story of black dawn. Guess if your here for entertainment I only got my story. Hhhmm what more can I do...? Maybe an intereactive story?[aarrgh why do i only think of stories! hhmm maybe a comic competition but how to put up...aarrgghh thinking of more stupid ideas!] Holidays coming to an end...sigh* can't stop thinking about it. Though a blog is for people's thoughts, some try to add in entertainment. Comon give me comments about my story or any ideas, so far not one person suggested anything...if you don't want to use the tagboard you can email me, zmsuikusg@hotmail.com .Wait what am I doing! not many people come to my blog, so why would they care? AArrggh! Silly boy!

Quote~We all have our own paths to walk, we can't stop others from chosing the path they want to take. We don't know what is at the end of it or what we will be seeing, but no matter what you see in front you must always remember what happen behind.

Ooo, aarrr......ouch!

Just came back from morning trim and fit, aarr so long did run...now leg pain. Tomorrow must go some stupid flash card display training. Thursday also must go...every morning also need to wake up early...sigh* This last week is just a week to get us used to going to school again. Hmm thinking of new wardrobe [haha] hhmm...black shirt, black long pants and a red suit like jacket...[surely stick out like a sore thumb! XD]

Quote~You must fight against yourself...[i think it means self control] --gensomaden saiyuki-song: Tightrope.

Errr.......

Errrr no I've not become dumb, just that for the past few days I felt like wanting to blog and yet when i wanted to...i got nothing to say. Guess I'm too used to talking in my head then here, I kept thinking of lots of things...don't know why...hmmm. Feeling sleepy again...sigh* No mood to say anything else so byebyee.

Quote~Errr.....just errr lar...

OooO

HihihihihihiHi! feeling better today, well at least a bit better. Collin's blog has been set up, but it aint exactly a pretty sight/site. It'll get better, just takes time. Went to see a doctor about the knock on my head and i'm feeling sleepy because my brain's been shaken, so i'll need to sleep more. If I show signs of vomiting or headaches then i may have a big problem on my hands. Well anyway i need comments on how to improve my story so cridicts, dont hold anything back. Holidays are starting to get boring and they are ending as well. Boardem as i'm not use to quiting ragnarok online...sigh*

Quote~ Everthing which has a begining, has an end---The matrix

Lots of stuff....

oooooooooooo feeling up and down today. Its the finale of two dramas I watch. First one is the Journey to the west and Run arr men/men in 40s [laughs* funny name] Journey to the west was around during the holidays, during that week I would come home, study hard for the exam the next day and then look forward to watching it. Now that its over, I'll miss it...Then I realized that I missed lots of things. Like when i was in primary 6, i used to walk to lot 1[a shopping mall] which took about 45mins just to think about stuff. Hah* a weird thing to miss, but nonetheless still missed it. Lots of other stuff which i missed as well. Lots of strong feelings from them, joy and also sorrow. I feel like i'm dying everyday, but isn't it true that we are in fact losing a day of living each passing day? Well anyway, holidays ending soon. Sad is it not?

Quote~ Even if you do die, nothing will change,in the end you're just running away from reality, but if you live on there is always hope. ---Genjo sanzo/Modified version