Have you ever felt so sad till your heart hurt and you could cry till you can't anymore?

Changed my template with a brighter one related to kingdom hearts. Regarding something Dw wrote on his site made me thought about what I thought of friendship. I had always felt strongly about that term. My father once told me I couldn't depend on friendship,and I disagreed with him then. I always thought that somewhere out there were friends who I could trust and rely on as they cared about me as I cared about them to even risk your own live. Then I read about what dw wrote about acceptance and I realized that the friends who I was looking for never existed. I was too demanding, wishing and hoping for such things are perhaps meaningless. However to except what I have now would be exactly what my father had told me.He was right...and I had enough of searching.Kingdom hearts represents my serach for my friends like the story so I chose this template.Even though I said I gave up, somewhere in me is still hoping and wishing.

Quote~Even reaching out to unreachable dreams have their meaning--Homura, "Saiyuki"

Ended....

Yay no more school! Dw is getting more and more irritating this days...he was at least better when he was depressed then when he is fine. Well either than that, not many problems left to solve. Gotten back our report books today as well. And I officially Won Dw in the exam results. In your face man! Got beaten by 7 or 8 people as well. Oh well at least I didn't lost that badly, only by a few percent.

Quote~Great strength can be obtain in the darkness, but only true strength can be grain in the light.

Last day...

aaahhh,...tomorrows the last day of school.[I think...]And we get our report books back tomorrow[YAY feels so happy,finally have prove of my results] tomorrow will be the day!Filled with so much hope and homework...[hah] I did well in my exams so am pretty anixous to get my report book back. Didn't tell my parents about my results cause teacher didn't give back the papers...sigh, so no prove. At least I still win shao ming...but not confirm till see report book. Stupid house pratice tomorrow also, forgot what house i was in...sigh...my weird life of ups and downs. Anyway, tomorrows the so called last day, last rythem of chaos.The second part of my story coming soon if anyones interested.

Quote~Believe in your own true strength, believe in your own ability,...speak with a voice you can be proud of, write with words you can be proud of...to overcome all!

Ragnarok~The third wills

Got new links to websites, one of them is where i put up my ragnarok story.A big thx to Dw for telling me how to put the links[claps for him] Plz give your comments at the tag-boards provided at both sites.The link to the website is at the bottom of the page with the new tagboard.

Quote~To win then, I must do the impossible!--Withe Hikari

Self....

Well, another post in my free time. Things are turning out fine and good even! I scored quite well in my tests,[except mother tongue >.<] in the end i beat my so called exam rival by 2-1 percent. However I still can't find peace, proably because of the lame post exam activites and have to run very stupid morning. Oh well, at least it would all be over in a week. Now i just have to wait....
Have a weird wanting to meet a girl who could smile foolishly for no good reason just to make me smile as well.[Hah! as if that would ever happen]

Quote~ Maybe somethings are just that smiple. However, it would be nice to see your smile again...and mine.

Feelings?

Well as this is my first post I really don't know what to do [laughs at myself thinking why did you creat this blog?] I actually didn't want to start one but due to feelings[missing primary school days where got crushes but now no more] I felt when I woke up from bed this morning,here I am.I still don't know how those feelings got me to create a blog...it has nothing to do we blogs!!! [>.<]

As this isn't a website about anything and how in the world do you change to a better template then the ones they offer...I would proably just be talking to the computer.Anyway exams are over and I should have more spare time to draw now so expect err aahhh!! and I'm still not good enough!!or you will see me looking for the first page of the prologue of my manga...[sigh* where the hell I put it!!]

So now i'm going to end this post with a part of a song from heartlanders:
"When you think too much, when you want too much, in the end yet you fear to touch, when it all comes down and there's no way left, there's no way out but just reality..."
[This song was stuck in my head during exams so hopefully it would get stuck in your heads as well muhahahahh {just kinding}]