WWAaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

Hhhmm lets see now, schoollss toommorrrooww!!!!!!! Sigh* going back to our old hateful lifestyles. So much negative response to this...must look at bright side!!!Arrrgghh!! give up. There is no bright side to going to school, it even causes sleep problems Hah*. Well anyway, few days ago I was really board thus I turned on the radio. And I caught on a song called "Fly away", it was a chinese song. I thought it was good, so I went to the internet to do research on it. Results were the song was from a band called F.I.R Fairyland in reality. So today I was board once more and went to pukit panjang plaza for a walk, I decided to enter a music cd shop and found the band's album so I bought it. [got nothing better to do with my allowance*]

Quote~ I....In this world there is only man I believe in...and that man is myself. This is the path I've chosen and the path I believe in...From the day I was born...until the day I die...I fight for no one but myself---Gensomaden Saiyuki:RELOADED[Manga version]~"RUN"

AHhh! It just keeps coming!

It has been one thing after another for me, sigh* life's tough. However I wouldn't want it any other way! I'm beganing to enjoy the simple things of life, even an arguement. Today went to the second SYF rehersal this week, aarrghh was very boring doing does stupid turning of cards. However I did had some fun *debating* with jeremey on ragnarok, had some real good laughs in the conversation. Sigh* tomorrow need to go to school to run again...then 1pm need go IT.

In the night on the full moon,
i walk alone thinking about stuff.
Never did i knew that i was starting to change,
From the hating that the world would just die,
to enjoying every bit i can.
Darkness which shrouds ones mind,
the past which makes everyone who they are.
I am who I am,
I am who I chose to be.
My life my way,
destiny, fate,
are just words which represents the term cause and effect.
To stand up tall and shout my name out proudly,
I am, Rumora Suiku!
~~~~by me.

Yay song playing! [I hope it does for the rest of the computers out there]

Added a song to my template. Its the ending song for kingdom hearts, and perhaps even the only song.[ It's a game, not a disney movie] If there's anything wrong please inform me. Oh and one more thing, the song replays over and over again so if you don't one to hear it you can err...never thought of that...[sweatdrops*] ah! you can turn off your speakers! or just don't come to my site anymore...[hopefully not!]

Quote~ Please rain! Pleasseee! Sigh* [tries rain dance!XD*]

Stage 5~Cold truth=heartbroken

Hahah I'm cheating, doing double posting. Anyway, I'm here just to report that stage 5 is done and up. Go check it out if your free. Stage 6 or 7 would be the end of Ragnarok~The third wills and the back story of black dawn. Guess if your here for entertainment I only got my story. Hhhmm what more can I do...? Maybe an intereactive story?[aarrgh why do i only think of stories! hhmm maybe a comic competition but how to put up...aarrgghh thinking of more stupid ideas!] Holidays coming to an end...sigh* can't stop thinking about it. Though a blog is for people's thoughts, some try to add in entertainment. Comon give me comments about my story or any ideas, so far not one person suggested anything...if you don't want to use the tagboard you can email me, zmsuikusg@hotmail.com .Wait what am I doing! not many people come to my blog, so why would they care? AArrggh! Silly boy!

Quote~We all have our own paths to walk, we can't stop others from chosing the path they want to take. We don't know what is at the end of it or what we will be seeing, but no matter what you see in front you must always remember what happen behind.

Ooo, aarrr......ouch!

Just came back from morning trim and fit, aarr so long did run...now leg pain. Tomorrow must go some stupid flash card display training. Thursday also must go...every morning also need to wake up early...sigh* This last week is just a week to get us used to going to school again. Hmm thinking of new wardrobe [haha] hhmm...black shirt, black long pants and a red suit like jacket...[surely stick out like a sore thumb! XD]

Quote~You must fight against yourself...[i think it means self control] --gensomaden saiyuki-song: Tightrope.

Errr.......

Errrr no I've not become dumb, just that for the past few days I felt like wanting to blog and yet when i wanted to...i got nothing to say. Guess I'm too used to talking in my head then here, I kept thinking of lots of things...don't know why...hmmm. Feeling sleepy again...sigh* No mood to say anything else so byebyee.

Quote~Errr.....just errr lar...

OooO

HihihihihihiHi! feeling better today, well at least a bit better. Collin's blog has been set up, but it aint exactly a pretty sight/site. It'll get better, just takes time. Went to see a doctor about the knock on my head and i'm feeling sleepy because my brain's been shaken, so i'll need to sleep more. If I show signs of vomiting or headaches then i may have a big problem on my hands. Well anyway i need comments on how to improve my story so cridicts, dont hold anything back. Holidays are starting to get boring and they are ending as well. Boardem as i'm not use to quiting ragnarok online...sigh*

Quote~ Everthing which has a begining, has an end---The matrix

Lots of stuff....

oooooooooooo feeling up and down today. Its the finale of two dramas I watch. First one is the Journey to the west and Run arr men/men in 40s [laughs* funny name] Journey to the west was around during the holidays, during that week I would come home, study hard for the exam the next day and then look forward to watching it. Now that its over, I'll miss it...Then I realized that I missed lots of things. Like when i was in primary 6, i used to walk to lot 1[a shopping mall] which took about 45mins just to think about stuff. Hah* a weird thing to miss, but nonetheless still missed it. Lots of other stuff which i missed as well. Lots of strong feelings from them, joy and also sorrow. I feel like i'm dying everyday, but isn't it true that we are in fact losing a day of living each passing day? Well anyway, holidays ending soon. Sad is it not?

Quote~ Even if you do die, nothing will change,in the end you're just running away from reality, but if you live on there is always hope. ---Genjo sanzo/Modified version

Sleepy....

Sigh*, accidently laid down on the floor too hard and hit my head. Now I feel sleepy and no matter how much I sleep my brain still feels tired. I even feel like I'm now dreaming instead of being awake. I also quit playing ragnarok, it causes stress instead of release it. However I'm still continuing my story, stage 3 and 4 are up and I've edicted the first two story a bit to fit stage 4. Feeling really depressed this few days, guess I'm afraid of what is happening in my head after that accident. Maybe I'm just sleepy, but i doubt it though.

Quote~ What is a dream and what is reality?

AAaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHH! XoX!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh* As the title has already screamed for me, I will restrain from doing so here. I thought of another part of my storyline which I really wanted to add in, but it involes changing a little part of my story. Just gives me more work to do this holiday. At least I finished doing Mr chong's stupid math homework. Sigh* if I want to finish "The third wills" I need to shortern it a bit. I also need to improve on the way I write, so I would need comments on parts you didn't like. It will also be very helpful if anyone could give any tips.

Quote~ Darkness lives in every heart, even the purest heart will have a pinich of darkness. And with just that bit, the darkness can swallow the whole.

Aw man...why holidays so short..

Well as the title says...why holidays so short? Sigh* So soon and its already wednesday night, could still have that feeling that not long ago on monday went to see harry potter. Did half of my maths homework, didn't do the steps though...only wrote the answers. Ahh what the heck! Though Mr chong sure will nag at me one...sigh* The holidays are so short that I don't even have time to do stupid homework...let alone finish my story...stage 3 is only half way done. By the end of next week I must finish everything. Looks like no hope arrr! Still got the second half of maths... Last week of holidays also so much things to do...so cannot count last week as holiday...don't even have time to laze around. AAAAaaahhhHHHh! If only I had more time...my story still have to go through another 9 more stages in order to cover the hold of ragnarok. Then after that I still want to make sequal "Ragnarok~BlackDawn" Life's unfair...but it's always been this way ,no? Well, watever that happens all I can do is stand strong and brace through it!

Quote~I won't give up! What will you do if you just give up? What will you talk about if you just give up? The future of our lives are in our own hands! Destiny is ours to forge! Stand on your own stage and be who you say you are! Shout out your name proudly and open your eyes ahead! Don't give up, don't lose hope, never give in!

Stage 2 done...

Hi everyone! I finished the second part of my ragnarok story and decided to make it longer than planned. Anyway, about the bios that I promised...its going to take a while. Lots of things to work on in the holidays. Gotta train my crusader and finish the third wills of my ragnarok story and began on black dawn. Then there is the stupid maths homework...and the last week of the holidays are so packed up with stuff...that leaves me with only two weeks left...sigh* Well at least I have something to do this holiday unlike so many of the holidays I had. Feeling great this holiday, don't know why. How well smile,smile! Nothing last forever, so gotta make use of my mood,bye-bye!

Quote~ How did something so simple, turned out to be so complicated?

Mixed

A big hi to all. Today i felt really mixed on what to do, i was training my ragnarok character when i got bored of it. Then i just layed on the floor enjoying the peacefulness. Soon i felt very lazy and didn't want to do anything. After a few hours, I found my old drawing book and got the feeling to draw comics. So i decided to draw the ragnarok story i wrote. As i am very particular about my drawings, i only drew til the part where Reion was taking the test for the 2/3 job and did a double attack on his target. As i looked back on the comic i drew last year, entwined. I realized nothing much has changed except my drawing stlye. Well anyway while i was bathing, i remembered a song which i listened to long ago. It brought back lots of memories of what i wanted back then. It may have been a childish thing to want, but still it held alot of meaning to me.A life without meaning is just as good as being dead,to live just for the sake of living to me is better to be dead.There's lots of things i want to do, but lots of things are holding me back. I feel mixed...maybe all i need is a good cry.I may want to but up a bio of my story of ragnarok so people might understand the story better.And on the progress of the second part of it is now only 2/3 done. Finding it hard to get the feeling to write, so now i may just continue with my comic of my story til i find the rythem to write again.

Quote~Even though things may never be the same again, you must still stand strong. Stop dewling in the past and look to the future, instead of crying over something which has been broken, try making something new. Never give up hope, in life you have to taste the bitterness before experiencing the sweetness.