English Translation

No matter what the time
I`m just alone
Destiny forgotten,
Even though I kept going.
Inside of the sudden light I awaken
In the middle of the night

Quietly,
Stand in the exit way,
And, in the pitch-black, take the light

And about the recent promises,
Is it just that I`m so anxious?
A wish that`s wanting to be said, but shall be repressed
I`ll introduce my family,
You`ll surely get along well

No matter what the time
We'll always be together
No matter what the time
Because you`re by my side
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night

Enter a noisy street
And put on the mask of destiny.

Thinking too much about the future.
Stopping things that have no meaning.
Today I`ll eat delicious things.
The future is always before us,
Even I don`t know it.

It`s not necessary to go right to the end,
Just keep going.
It`s okay if the scenes
Go on one by one.
The light known as "you"
reflects my scenario

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

No matter how well we`re doing,
I don`t believe in us completely.
But at those sort of times,
Because you`re by my side,
The light known as "you" finds me,
In the middle of the night.

Let`s talk more,
And about the tomorrow that`s before your very eyes.
Turn off the television,
And look only at me.

Yo poeple!!!!!!!!! My glory of triumph arrived today, muhahah!!! it started out as a very bad day, and ended so nicely. Debate tomorrow will proably kill me...my group didn't prepare at all. [Guess who the three stoogers are] I did a little reserach and gave up half way, no point doing it on my own...

~Hope is all we can rely on in our darkest times, so try not to lose it K ? ^^ ~

Yo people! Most of the exam results are back...depressed state because of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I keep losing to Dw by a few freaking marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All hope lies on the history paper...oh well...didn't really study that hard this time, even went to played finalfantasy X ^^. In a sense, I don't really deserve to win, but it is very anoying to lose...natural reaction for me is get depressed, so here I am pasting the time by talking crap here. oh well, i got over it soon enough and now worried about some other stuff....,....[trying to find time to write, until then dun feel like doing anything else, [[wad the hell am i saying???]] ]

~No matter how hard you fall, no matter how strong your sorrow is, you must find a way to stand back up strong and face reality...~ by Suiku

~The more important it is, the deeper you keep it in your heart until eventually you forget it. That includes yourself, you will lose the light in the dark and even forget what you lost.~ ???

Halo people! Exams are over and eermmm no more studying! Well, I've seem to have lost myself these few days...no longer know who I am or how I'm supose to be...sigh* a little love sick as well...it's all proably juz a phrase I'm going through. Oh well, on another note I've changed the pic above again, can't seem to stick with anything [hah*] Suddenly have nothing to talk about liao...

"Who are you?"
"The darkness...it's returning..."
"I must find him..."
"What! Your looking for him as well?"
"Vengence shall be mine!"
"I can't give up now...I won't let myself!"
"It's you..."
"Let it go...everything is behind us now...I want to forget."
"You know I can't!...my feelings for you were true, I don't want to forget them!"
"Why did you call us?"
"It's been a long time hasn't it?"
"The empire..."
"Father!...eh..eeaaahhh!!!!!!!"
"I guess this is it then, lets go all the way!"
"Sometimes, even though we know it's wrong...we can't help it but do it..."
"No! You might very well lose your mind..."
"You are linked to the darkness..."
"But how?..."
"Remember, you shall be the one who opens the door to the darkness."
"Could it be?...the same door?"
~Ragnarok/Crisis Revial__________________________________________________________

Yo people! Up there is random quotes on my continous story of ragnarok. Well the exams are coming to the end and tomorrow is home economics, no more mood to study anymore...tired sleepy...but in a good mood a bit. Scored a 78 for chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Mircale had happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hah!!! Same score as Dw!!!! Well looking forward to playing basketball again tomorrow, I think i put on weight during the exams ....XP Going to have time to do stuff again, still planing my story though...almost evrything is there now all thats left is the connecting parts and ending. Hehe I decided to add in the characters of the people in our class who plays ragnarok! But some of them the names so funny...haha oh well, I'l proably think of something soon enough. Oh and another thing that has change is the pic on top as well. It's the chibi version of gensomaden saiyuki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going to sleep now, good night....

Yo people! having fun studying? Well, for me all I can say is that my head hurts!!! I'm kinda learning it not revising...I didn't go and study them in the first place XP hah! everything all last minute one!!! Anyway, went to take the same quiz on Razia 's site "How to make a you?" My results is on the left of the page, the only part that I found weird was..."3 parts beauty???" its insulting yet eerr i dunno!!!??? XP!!!! For the rest, I agree with them all! competive, amibitous, and yes! sad!!!!!! Well, not much to talk about besides my headache...so study people! But don't over do it!!! Or you'll end up like me!!! [with a headache!!!!!]

Quote~ Take my hand, and I'll show you a world that you never knew...though you once broke my heart, i still couldn't forget you...I liked your smile...as it made me smile as well...

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Hello there again, trying to relax my brain from studying chinese [its torture man! can't get it right!!!] other then that, I'm finding that I may not have enough time to study all the subjects...man...my head has reached a very hard limit with chinese...stupid chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the cause of the darkness...the root of evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everything that went wrong was because of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh* usually when i study i need a strong sense of motivation...however this time i can't find one!!!!!!!!! I need to break the limit! I musn't submit! no...i'm slipping its too late...the great Suiku has fallen...in it's place is the darkness which surrounds him...i need a light to grab on...but there is none, i know i can only count on myself this time...may my will and heart be my guide out of the darkness...........no...I won't, i don't want to do it for anyone else...for myself then...i guess this is the way i must go...

Quote~ Inner turmoil is painful...very painful...til even tears will fall from your eyes... [will some kind soul tell me wad chapters to study for geography and maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Like the new midi? Anyway, I'm sticking to midis from now on, mp3s take too long to load!]

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halo once more, today was such a busy day...even so I came up with an idea for my storyline for ''CrisisRevial'' The first half should focus on a monk named Alrikern Luvana, it will also concentrate on the idea of a kingdom/concept of a king and rebelion. The other part would be where the MVPs attacks the cities. And the focus turns to the third wills once more. I'm not revealing anything in detail, otherwise the story would be a boring read no? Anyway, things are still in a blur. Ah yes one more thing, I'm going to include the third jobs as the elite under the king. [for those who don't know, the job classes are in the order of 1/1 , 2/1, 2/2, " 2/3"-made up" and the lastest one in the original game, 3/3.] If you have any ideas they are warmly welcomed.
Quote~Sometimes, you have to let things go before anything can get better...try to lighten up and no sink in depression...K?

Signing out~Rumora suiku

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Yo, people. Long time no blog! Yesterday got caught by police for playing football under void deck...the policeman was the same guy who came to our school to give a talk on gangsterism! The anoying guy...I could have run actually...i saw them coming first sia...sigh* He at first gave us 3 choices, first was to clean up the wall with our shirts though the fact that our ball was like so bloody clean...second was to call our parents and buy new paint to paint the wall, third was too bring us to their police headquarters and arr i dunno lar...ai wait! got fourth one! it was that they go tell our school...they made us write down our names and IC numbers, and in the end they made the choice for us sia...they would report us to the school and then the school would instruct us to clean the wall, then i our [beta] thingy would have the offense...sigh* why so unlucky sia...that morning got the small simple thought that the day would be a bad one...in the end really happen...so stupid! Sigh* but in the i guess all i can say is that, life goes on...no matter what happens, so matter how you feel, what you think,what you do...as long as your still breathing, it will go on...so all i can do is embrace it and make the best of the situation.

Quote~ So life goes on huh...