Friday, October 29, 2004

Well, first of all I would like to say "Oh my gosh! I lost to razia by 2 percent!!! I got 6 A1s somemore...then position so much difference...she top 10, I top 14..." Sigh* all stupid home ec fault! I got the lowest score for home ec in class...made my score droped...T_T so arghaiz! [I have no future in cooking for sure liao!]

Okay back here, long time no blog ne? Well, lots of people also the same, no mood huh? I just finished playing shadow hearts, [such a touching ending to the story ] and well, we are in a sense no longer 2e2. [so sad*] but the past is the past and the future is in front of us. Let by gones be by gones, try not to get too sad, k? Well hmmm so now wad...nothing to do liao, sigh* holidays...need to plan things to do, or else sure bored to death before next year arrives.

"I've already fallen into the darkness, don't bother calling me back."
"What do you fight so hard for?"
"What is happiness to you?"
"Tell me..."
"It's hard to live life without any regrets, so it's best to let things go and laugh in the process...this way not even the saddest moment will bring you down."
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Msn quotes: So many nice quotes on msn, quite surprising so I decided to put down a few.
"I seek glory but I get the opposite...I tried my best, but it's no use we are weak..."~Junyu

"I waited there, upon the shelf, I reached for you, I found myself."~Shu huak

"Following the light of the sun, we left the old world 'The truest' 'The nearest' 'The dearest' "~Maziah

"Following the moonlight, we left the new world, back to the past, to our truest, our nearest, our dearest."~revised version by me.

"The motto was just a lie, it says 'home is where your heart is' but what a shame, cause everyone's heart doesn't beats the same..."~chillispicey_dita@hotmail.com [forgot who liao :P]

"We are all to blame, we have gone too far, from pride to shame, we're trying too hard, we're dying in vain. We are hopelessly blissful and blind!"~Jeremy

"The darkness in my heart, I cannot deny, the light which I can't see, I cannot find, it was useless to struggle, it was pointless to fight, but yet I gave it my all and found myself smiling foolishly under the moonlight." ~Me! full version of quote.

Sunday, October 17, 2004

It's ending soon...everything is drifting apart...someday, the dream will end...
~dedicated to the midi, "Someday the Dream will End" from FFX


Once, there was a class called 2e2, sure every year there would be a class called 2e2, but ours was different...our 'acheivement' had either brought shame or glory to other students which once belonged to this class...we started out as 1e2, we were all blur and quiet towards each other, but as time went by...we grew to become who we are today, as we met different teachers, they either respected us for who we were, or felt that we had join the side of the darkness. As 2e2 chaos led to our class, or perhaps the other way around. Some of us stood up to teachers, as others went around becoming nuts and started throwing stuff towards the celling fan...even snails. We acheived lots of things, namely the best exam results, the dirtiest class, the noisiest, and one title which we all should be proud of, the class which brought about the chaos! The discipline commitee formed all those bullnuts rules like assembling at concourse happened after we were caught for killing snails. We were also the ones which brought shame to their education system, with the words from Miss Tan " Even if you all get good marks from the exams, but you can't even keep your class clean...then we have failed in our jobs as educaters." We sang songs/pokemon on the bus and the guys gathered at the stairs almost everyday to talk about stuff. Wheater they thought what we did was right or wrong, we did them as ourselves and not someone else. Though we are going to bid farewell to each other soon, we stand here now proudly and foolishly, without doubts and second thoughts, we are once and forever be class 2e2 in our hearts and memories!
[adapted from 2e2 memories of the forum board^^']

[had nothing to do...so i thought perhaps this 'speech' could harmonize with a midi, but unforunately it worked for the first few times and then stopped working...T_T]

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Hi once more! And once more another week has past, my will is growing weaker due to this long period of exam, losing my fighting spirit, need to find a new source of strength! On another note, the Joint story project is still under construction, but a new board has been set up for it's place. [Really like how the pic turned out and the background] the forum is put up in the links section already, and well...JOIN! JOIN! JOIN!!!!!! A forum is useless without memebers, so if possible, ask everyone you know to join ^^ ! If you need any new topics or boards to disscuse anything, pls feel free to ask for it and I'll go make it. My story "Ragnarok~The third wills" is also put up there, so pls write your comments on it there. And force, I mean kindly ask others to read it as well and post their comments. The titles of my other projects are also there, I'll try to finish them during the holidays. Thus giving myself an excuse to not go to any chalet. :P sigh* if no one joins then the idea of a forum is juz as good as going down the drain. So JOIN!! JOIN!! JOIN!!! Now come to think of it, a joint story is very hard to write...if one person comes up with the whole idea and concept, then it wouldn't be much use now would it? So I suggest that for those who wants to join, will make a character for themselves that will fit into the story, the setting and concept idea will be revealed when it is decided. Though I kinda have one in mind already.

"To think, everything started out so simple as vengence..." Resolution


Friday, October 01, 2004

Hi ppl! how's everyone? well... today's friday and no exam tomorrow so I figured I might as well blog ^^. MT was ok today, at least I think it was...I guess it all depends on fate now huh? Hopefully fate is on my side this time...anyway...during this period of the exams I wanted to do alot of things!!!! but got exam!!! sigh* ~ Inspiration which comes at the wrong time..see how unlucky i am? Well I also got this idea of doing a joint story if anyones interested, well basicly I want to know what ideas everyone out there has. Everything can be discused on MSN and then i'm thinking of making a forum to post all our own collections of stories and also the joint one. The joint story is offered to anyone who wants to join. Though this can only be achived if people really want to do this. The name of our group/company [hehe :P] will be decided once there is actually a group and we have a storyline and title for it. Of course everything will be decided once the exams are over, for now...concentrate on ur studies ppl! and look forward to what there is to come. Planning lots of other stuff for the holidays as well. If things works out, this is going to be one busy holiday [hehe ^^] Sigh* other then that, I feel that I'm going to be missing being in the same class as everyone... maybe we should hold a small magic tournament just for our class, wad do u think Dw? And one more thing, sry fiq if I made u feel lost in ur own thoughts like me :P. Oh and ''one more thing'' [in jackie chan cartoon version] the new pic is what inspired me of Reion scythe from my story. They look about the same except that the gun has blades. [Hehe ^^<< duuno how many times I do already... :P]

"I'm no longer the Rumora suiku you once knew, perhaps because I've become crazy...or is this my alter ego?"